tish mornin went tho sko0l together wid ling .. lessons were all sho boring ..
during pe , it's funny luhhs .. =x gort somethin tho dho wid guang .. i shall nort sae wad had happened as it is abit nort too nice .. english lesson ish damn shitty borinn .. * yawns ..
after sko0l gort chinese oral .. ermm i'm too nervous tat the teacher spotted it & told mie tat it's my weakness .. " N " level cannot b sho nervous .. but hopefully the oral overall still ok ..
went home after tat .. & saw ling on the bus worhhs .. sho coincidence ..
[ ` just another meaningless day ` ]
everyday is still so tired for me even though i've got enough of sleep & rest . it has been the second week that i'm feeling like this .. i'm restless .. actually there's quite somethings which i've already know bout it . it is only that i act as though i know nothing .. i'm using my smile & laughter to cover everything up .. it's so hard to act ignorance .. i'm not able to take as though i know & heard nothing bout you .. but i'm left with no choice .. i can only say i dont know anything & i heard nothing .. i'm not blind , not deaf .. i can sense & feel things .. after all you did not give me your love . in the end , the promises you made are left longing , right ? you still abandon me whereby you said before no matter what happen you wont abandon me . is it you wanna tell me now that i'm silly & just a big stupid to believe your words ? i hate it so much when things are like now . you made me feel the shame , do you know that ? the ME now is simply another changed ME .. from the lively & cheerful me , i've change to a ME who i dont even know myself . there's so much i want to tell you & let you know but i choose not to bother you .. since you did not even wanna contact me , then i shall not be so thick-skinned ..
[ + b0ttle of Hearts + ]
did not sms goodboy todae .. although he said tat i din disturb him but i tink i bother him too much nerhhs barhx .. i almost everydae os0 sms him .. sort of use tho it nerhhs .. but i todae neba sms him .. x( cause he don wan his bill to HIGH . ytd he said next time den sms mie as he busy & not wantin his bill tho high . tat's jush a way tho chase mie away barhx .. haiish .. but wadeva & nebamind luhs . but i'm veryy boredds .. i hate the nights .. nights are alwaes the time when i feel really bored & sad .. i'm alone in my room & my mind will wonder round .. the only part i loves is when i can sleep .. i only gort mood tho sleep . * sighhs .. hmm tish 2 nites nho sms from precious .. he said he gonna b busy tish daes & sho will forget tho send mie sms .. it's fine wid mie derhhs .. i boredd os0 dunn0 can dho wad .. cant sms tish person , cant sms tat person .. all busy , all nort free .. den os0 gort someone tat seems tho avoid mie but deny .. aiyarhs ! i dunn0 narhhs .. eiu all r lyin tho mie .. x) smile .
[ * blahs blahs blahs , lalalas * ]
# __ struggling with my life happily __ #
- i'm fine -
