Wednesday, April 11, 2007
i'm totally lost & gone this time .. i did something wrong .. i dunn0 y thins will turn out tho b like now .. i don wan thins tho b like tish .. i dunn0 how tho sae .. but i wanna explain .. i feel sho BAD in my heart .. i dunno wad the hell i'm doing .. i don wan ani hurts .. my heart feels sho guilty now .. everythin was like suddenly sho sudden .. i din noe when it really started .. i only noe i've tho dho somethin ..
i'm totally & wholly tiredd .. im breakin down soon .. it's sho hard tho forget & at the same time leadin my life w/o ani hurts & changes .. now he don sms mie .. he simply don tok tho mie .. i did somethin wrong ? why ?! will eiu tell mie wad happen ? i HATES the way thins ish now .. i hates ur ignores .. i can only sae tat eiu're avoidin mie .. i din contact eiu tish daes since eiu din too ..
i don wan hurt anione .. i , one person gettin hurt ish betta than 2 .. but eiu should noe wad ish happenin here .. i hate myself .. i feel sho depress now .. tish yr , every month of tish yr , i've neba been totally happie .. it's gettin worst each month .. more & more thins ish happenin tho mie month after month .. when i've nort even solve one problem tat ish in my heart , the other happens .. when one problem ish terrible enough forh mie tho take it , how the shit am i gonna take the another BIG BLOW ..
i wanna leave . i have no more strength to face all this . i'm sorry for everythings to everyone .
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8:39:00 PM
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