todae was eng & chinese paper one .. early in the mornin rained sho heavily .. went tho skool by cab wid yu , ling .. sujuan gort onto the cab at the last min ..
my eng paper one , haiish .. i tink i cant make it .. it's really bad .. chinese paper one should b can pass but nort well .. * sighs .. somehow i dunn0 y i din hab the idea on wad tho write .. x(
wadeva it ish , dere's nothin more i can sae .. i tried my best already ..
& after the exams , went tho tiong forh lunch wid huii , ling , yu & meiling .. took neoprint together .. went home after tat ..
my days r still sho borin & tiredd .. hmm , tml gort skool .. * yawns ..

~ my heart belongs to no one -

` nothing is forever , nothing is eternity *

# no words are truthful #

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6:59:00 PM

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tok abit bout ytd in skool .. ermm , ytd durin pe , re-run forh the 2.4 .. warhs , after my 5th round , it rained & had nho choice tho stop runnin .. by den i'm wet .. & tish few daes , yu & i hab been provokin guang . ahws lalalas . wadeva .. hu call him made mie on mondae .. towards him , i can only sae i'm petty ; xiao qi gui .. ytd in the nite , went tho bm's mac tho study .. i was feelin sho damn unwell as i'm down wid flu after the rain .. cant sleep well ytd nite .. all thanks tho my flu & cough .. grrs ..

todae lessons r boredd .. as usual norhhs .. i'm still tiredd .. the 3rd week already & i'm still that tiredd .. haiish .. after skool went tho clementi forh pizza hut .. omg ~! it costs us each $12.6o .. i'm broke now .. x((
opps ~ .. i'm leavin house soon .. goin tho bm agian tho study .. but i still hab nort change into my clothes .. i'm in my pyjamas .. =/

tml ish our english & chinese paper 1 .. h0pe can pass well which ish hard .. well , hope everyone the best forh tml papers .. JIAYOUS !!! must pass wid flyin colours yea .. xDD

* i'm very happy , my life is getting on very well *

` what i promise myself , i surely wont break it `

# i dont know where i'm heading to , what i'm hoping for #

- you caused me to become speechless -

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6:15:00 PM

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first dae of the week .. skool ish borin .. lessons r sho dead .. chinese lesson i tok back tho madam ku .. yarhs yarhs , showed her attitude .. ahws lalala .. english lesson stupid guang .. i provoked him .. wakakakas .. he was readin a story book & obviously he's nort payin attention .. sho i said him " eiu're nort payin attention . " warhs , he fierce siahs & replied mie " i was !! " in his sho called " manly " voice .. powerful ~~ .. he's just sho special .. can pay attention while readin a storybook wid the engrossed face .. well , i'm scared tat he'll throw a chair or even run after mie .. grrs ! after skool gort chemistry remedial .. he's jush irritatin , as i've finish my test sho i slept .. when ms lim called jaz tho wake yu up .. he asked ms lim if should wake mie up anort .. jush nice i woke up & heard tat .. i os0 noe how tho shout & angry sho i shouted at him angrily " SHUT UP ! " kpo guy .. after tat went tho huii house .. every mondae will b goin tho her house tho slack & sing & .............
yupphs .. nothin more tho sae ..

[ sometimes i dunno if i'm tinkin too much .. but my instinct tells mie tat there're alort i dunno .. people seems tho b hidin thins from mie . i really don hope tat thins r of wad i imagined .. i'm nort blind , nort deaf & nort dead yet .. i can still see , hear & feel .. but wadeva it's , lookin at all tish now , it tells mie tat dere's nothin good .. he made it sho obvious tat he's avoidin mie .. seriously dere's nho nid forh eiu tho avoid mie cause dere's nothin i'll wanna dho .. & i'll fulfil the promises i made tho myself .. i will smile & laugh in front of you , i will . ]

` ru guo xiang ku , wo hui ze ji zao di fang ; i'll find a place myself if i wanna cry .

ni bu bi dang xin wo hui nong shi ni jian ban ; you dont have to worry that i'll cry on your shoulder . `

# yi ge ren de wo yi ran hui wei xiao ; i'll still smile even though i'm alone #

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9:05:00 PM

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ytd went out tho celebrate lihao's in advance . woke up early norhs .. ling called mie & woke mie up derhhs . i've gort a new name norhs .. =/ sho cant blame mie derhhs as i live up tho the name .. mit up wid ling at tiongg den after tat went tho queenstown tho mit the others .. at first lihao din wanna gho tho kbox .. but in the end , we still went .. sho we people [ hui , ling , yu , kenny , andrew , cheeho , lihao , thomas & his bro & me ] went down tho cineleisure .. i tink all of us enjoy the singings barhs .. meiling & kaisheng came later .. bought a birthdae cake forh lihao .. johnathan , xiuqun & peiwen os0 went kbox .. but they were at another room .. at first at tiong , saw johnathan & peiwen .. after k was bout 3 .. at first wanna watch movie .. but in the end , the timing does nort suits .. sho din watch movie .. bout 4plus , lihao , & one more guy , meiling , huii & mie went tho paradiz centre tho play pool .. & zongyao was wid 3gurls which we dunno derhhs .. they din follow us .. bout 5plus huii left nerhhs .. den we continue tho play till bout 6plus .. after tat meiling , lihao , mie & the other guy went tho plaza sing forh pizza hut .. we ordered the Hut's Family Feast which consists of 2regular pizza , 4 soups & 4 drinks .. we still odered the drumlets & the Ocean Platter .. meiling ate alort .. we played zhong ji mi ma as we cant finish the Ocean Platter .. meiling & i still ordered ice creams .. hehes .. in the end , the meal costs $75 .. after the meal was bout 9plus .. den the 4 of us took cab tho tiong .. in the cab , was damn shitty funnie .. laughed almost the whole journey from plaza sing tho tiong .. wakakas .. ermm at first went tiong ish because lihao wanna buy gloves but in the end the shop closed liaos .. den went up arcade as meiling wanted tho use away her tokens .. den saw cheeho & junren . the boys & meiling went tho safra while i went home .. i cant gho wid dem tho safra .. mum din allow .. sho reached home at bout 10 .. slept at bout 11plus as i cant fall asleep .. haiish .. urmm , i din spent a single cent ytd .. everythin lihao paid .. a big thanks nerhhs ..

todae din went out .. was at home .. in the mornin i felt sho dizzy .. haiish .. it's like the past .. afternoon was sho borinns .. i've gort nothin tho dho .. sho i smsed good boii .. he's sho bad .. he said mie dumb dumb ? i'm lazy piggy , he's os0 a pig .. 5plus wanna gho orh orh .. in the 6plus , i tink he fall asleep .. i went tho bathe .. 7mins later when i came out & replied his sms , he din reply .. meanin he's soundly asleep .. ahhws ! jush 7mins & he'd fall asleep .. really a pig .. but he don admit siahhs .. somemore sae the pig callin other people pig .. & sae he don wan b pig cause pig ish fat .. grrs ~! he's tryin tho sae i fat ?! he denied .. ahwws lalalas .. if he woke up liaos sure wont reply my evenin sms wan norhs .. * sighs
x'(( haiish .. tml skool again .. boredds & tiredd ..

[ * everything is a happy day ; i'm feeling happy ` ]

[ ~ i only wanna let you know , feel & see that i'm happy ~ ]

[ # i'm gonna laugh & smile # ]

[ ' in front of you , i wont let you know how sad i am ; i wont let you see my tears ' ]

( + good gurl - lazy piggy + )

( * S.s.S ` DUmB dumB *)

( ` BOomS , Bo0s . Surprise ! ` )

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7:15:00 PM

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i dunn0 wad tho post todae .. * sighs ..
durin assembly , it's funnie .. =/ cause of guang guang .. yea , it's him again .. dere're too many funnie things .
nho remedial todae .. sho after skool went tho huii house .. ordered pizza .. urm but she gort tuition .. sho din stay at her house forh long ..
hmm todae another tells mie tat i gort depression .. ehhs , he's nort the first one .. but i don hab depression luhhs ..

my days now are very happy . i'm laughing loudly & smiling always everyday . but why no one believes that i'm seriously happy ? i dont know what's really happening .. & what's the next few things that are gonna befall on me .. but i've to admit that i'm getting weaker , be it physically & mentally .. erm , so ...............

tml goin out .. celebratin sweetiepie's birthdae in advance .. harhas .. yupphs , sho hope it's gonna b a great dae barhx .. lalalas ~~

[ `` lazyy piggy ** ]

[ # booms , bo0s ! surprise ! # ]

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7:53:00 PM

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at first tish mornin if i could wake up early , i'll b mittin yu & ling forh breakfast .. but yupphs , in the end , i cant wake up at all .. & ling & yu din hab breakfast as yu woke up late .. ling gave mie 2 calls in the mornin bout 5plus barhx .. i'm soundly asleep .. =/
it's raining in the early mornin ..
ermm & early in the mornin , it's sho conicidence .. haiish ..
nothin muchh .. there's 2periods of english .. & the 2nd one , mr ali was nort around .. i slept through out .. when the social teacher , which ish the next lesson , came in .. i don even noe .. & my friens woke mie up .. i can only sae i'm nort listenin tho social at all .. i'm DAMN tiredd ..
hmm the first period of pd ish quite funnie .. the 2nd period was use tho revise physics .. sho borinns ..
after skool , bout 3 .. went tho visit haris at his house .. ermm haiish .. he don seems good .. his eyes r swollen & watery .. guang guang was very very funnie .. urm at least haris did laugh at wad he did .. really hope haris will b fine soon & able tho get over it ..

[ ` crazy & joyful * ]

[ # lalalas # ]

[ ~ i'm not good cause if i'm good , you wont abandon me ~ ]

[ * yeahhs , booms ! ` ]

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8:08:00 PM

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time seems tho pass slowly tish mornin .. lessons were sho borinn ..
somethin real sad happened tho one of my klassmates .. haiish .. hope everythin ish still fine forh him .. x((
i tink i shall nort write bout wad really happen durin chinese lessons .. it's the worst !
urm the last 2periods was social . durin the lesson , guang was pissed off by some boys of 412 .. he was irritated & he shouted at dem .. he complained tho the social teacher .. but well , the teacher did nothin much tho stop tish .. after social , they came back tho provoke him .. tish time round , he took the metal bar & walked out of the klass .. lucky the boys ran away fast enough or nort dunno wad ish gonna happen barhhs .. the boys din stopped .. they came back again .. sunny kana tish time round .. guang jush ran out sho angrily out of the klass & chased sunny .. he ran after sunny .. tish caused sho many ppl tho come out of the klass tho c wad's happenin .. warhhs norhhs .. todae was not a good dae forh him barhs .. sometimes quite pity him derhhs .. but i'm bad narhhs .. =/
after skool waited forh huii awhile as she went tho music room forh the result of syf .. actually she gort english consultation but i'm naughty .. i called her nort tho gho & pull her out .. askin her tho accompany mie .. sho we took bus & went tho tiong .. on the bus , we discussed wad tho eat .. i wanted tho eat long john silver .. she wanted tho eat kfc .. but i don wan .. & she don hab the mood tho eat long john .. den she said eat mos burger but i don like .. sho when we alighted , i decided eat kfc luhs .. well , we went in by the back door of kfc .. well , the world ish too small & it ish such a coincidence .. too coincidence kkiaeys .. * sighs .. aiyarhs , forget bout tish part .. but in the end , i din ate finish everythin .. x((
went tho huii house after tat .. took cab tho her house .. but din stayed at her house forh long as we went tho jurong east wid her aunt .. yupphs , i tink tat's about todae ..

` [ you've never seen me cry cause of you . but rest assure that no matter how weak i am , i wont let you see & know that i'm actually dropping tears cause of you . ] `

* [ a bunch of great liars ] *

~ [ i'm tired of all this that is happening . i'm sick of my life . ] ~

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9:14:00 PM

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tish mornin went tho sko0l together wid ling .. lessons were all sho boring ..
during pe , it's funny luhhs .. =x gort somethin tho dho wid guang .. i shall nort sae wad had happened as it is abit nort too nice .. english lesson ish damn shitty borinn .. * yawns ..
after sko0l gort chinese oral .. ermm i'm too nervous tat the teacher spotted it & told mie tat it's my weakness .. " N " level cannot b sho nervous .. but hopefully the oral overall still ok ..
went home after tat .. & saw ling on the bus worhhs .. sho coincidence ..

[ ` just another meaningless day ` ]

everyday is still so tired for me even though i've got enough of sleep & rest . it has been the second week that i'm feeling like this .. i'm restless .. actually there's quite somethings which i've already know bout it . it is only that i act as though i know nothing .. i'm using my smile & laughter to cover everything up .. it's so hard to act ignorance .. i'm not able to take as though i know & heard nothing bout you .. but i'm left with no choice .. i can only say i dont know anything & i heard nothing .. i'm not blind , not deaf .. i can sense & feel things .. after all you did not give me your love . in the end , the promises you made are left longing , right ? you still abandon me whereby you said before no matter what happen you wont abandon me . is it you wanna tell me now that i'm silly & just a big stupid to believe your words ? i hate it so much when things are like now . you made me feel the shame , do you know that ? the ME now is simply another changed ME .. from the lively & cheerful me , i've change to a ME who i dont even know myself . there's so much i want to tell you & let you know but i choose not to bother you .. since you did not even wanna contact me , then i shall not be so thick-skinned ..

[ + b0ttle of Hearts + ]

did not sms goodboy todae .. although he said tat i din disturb him but i tink i bother him too much nerhhs barhx .. i almost everydae os0 sms him .. sort of use tho it nerhhs .. but i todae neba sms him .. x( cause he don wan his bill to HIGH . ytd he said next time den sms mie as he busy & not wantin his bill tho high . tat's jush a way tho chase mie away barhx .. haiish .. but wadeva & nebamind luhs . but i'm veryy boredds .. i hate the nights .. nights are alwaes the time when i feel really bored & sad .. i'm alone in my room & my mind will wonder round .. the only part i loves is when i can sleep .. i only gort mood tho sleep . * sighhs .. hmm tish 2 nites nho sms from precious .. he said he gonna b busy tish daes & sho will forget tho send mie sms .. it's fine wid mie derhhs .. i boredd os0 dunn0 can dho wad .. cant sms tish person , cant sms tat person .. all busy , all nort free .. den os0 gort someone tat seems tho avoid mie but deny .. aiyarhs ! i dunn0 narhhs .. eiu all r lyin tho mie .. x) smile .

[ * blahs blahs blahs , lalalas * ]

# __ struggling with my life happily __ #

- i'm fine -

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8:55:00 PM

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY , MUMMY !!
LOVES YOU NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN BETWEEN US .. <3
muackies + huggies !

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9:31:00 PM

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ytd nite my gurls called mie & we conference .. they wanna cheer mie up .. they tried tho entertain mie & hopin tat i'll laugh or at least mood will change abit tho betta .. but sorrie gurls .. i din get ani happier .. i jush kept quiet .. i really cant cheer up .. it's sho painful .. the blow tish time round was too big ; i cant take it .. i'll try my best tho get myself out of tish asap as i gort my gurls & os0 goodboii tat really cares forh mie .. but still it's very hard .. wadeva i dho , my mind ish nort wid mie .. my soul seems apart from my body .. it's true & real .. i cant believe tat someone tat once loved , cared , doted & treated mie sho good & much will dho all those thins behind my back .. & he manage tho lie & keep all tish from mie forh sho damn long .. & yet in the end i knew all tish betrays nort from his own mouth but someone else ..

i dunn0 wad ish happening .. my health seems sho weak tish yr .. i vomited jush now .. it's the second time tish yr .. throughout 2-3 yrs i can don even vomit once but yet tish yr i vomited twice in 2months .. now my stomach hurts & i feel tat dere's still more tho vomit out .. i din even hab the appetite & mood forh my dinner .. i sort of skipped my dinner .. last month i jush vomited sho badly .. i find it sho cruel .. there're problems forh mie tho handle & solve .. there's hurtful facts forh mie tho accept .. & now my health ........
it's really sho tiring ..

[ will you people return the lively & cheerful of me back !? ]

[ my life is dark ; my heart is shallow ]

[ i hate everything that is befalling on me ]

[ it's too cruel & unfair for me to face all this now ]

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7:11:00 PM

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the feeling of being betrayed .. the feeling of being kept in the dark for more than a year .. the feeling of having to accept the facts of different things time after time .. when dere's already sho much problems unsolved , my heart gort hurt by some other horrible facts .. i've been struggling with my life after since eiu left mie .. everydae hopin & tryin tho b happie .. tish 18months dere's nort a dae whereby dere's really a great happiness in my life .. it's unfair enough .. it's cruel enough .. i'm a human too .. i dho hab feelings like everyone else out dere .. i hate tho c myself crying bacause of eiu .. wheneva my tears dropped cause of eiu , my heart hurts sho badly .. will eiu noe & understand such feelings ? i control myself from cryin since i insisted on knowin all those hurtful doings of eiu .. in front of " dem " , i din wanna let eiu all c tat i cry .. i bear wid it .. on the bus , my eyes r wet .. i took deep breathes forh my tears nort tho drop .. the moment i alighted , my tears rolled down .. it's sho painful & hard tho stopped the tears from rolling down .. i'm totally sad ; i cried .. my tears somehow cant stopped droppin .. fridae's nite was sho tiring , sho painful .. my mind was filled with all ur cruel doings .. dere's nho way i can get it out of my mind .. it repeated & repeated .. i cried till i fall asleep .. my eyes were swollen .. the moment i was awake , it's all those betrays again tat was in my mind flashin .. i hardly cant believe that you did such things to me behind my back ..

things r easier tho sae than dho .. eiu all tink i loves tho b sad marhs .. i os0 hopes tho b happie , smilin naturely like how it used tho b like 3years ago .. if eiu people were in my position now , will eiu all still b able tho smile & laugh like nothing has happend before .. will eiu all understand how i feels ? dho eiu all noe how tired it ish tho face sho much sho much things ? when such things happen tho mie , i'm sorrie tho sae tat my heart & i cant & wont b able tho take it .. it's too hurtful .. friends tell mie tho cheer up but how tho .. i'm sure if such things happen on eiu all , eiu all os0 cant cheer up .. i noe it's nort worth cryin forh such ppl & thins but can i control & stop my tears ? the answer ish i cant .. can anione of eiu dho it ? i tink it's a nho ..

when my mood was sho bad & down , nho one was by my side .. i smsed goodboii .. he din reply & till now dere's nort a reply .. i smsed someone else & told wad happened .. he replied but later on , dere's nho reply form him .. & yarhhs , til now os0 nho reply .. i din wanna bother anione ; i don hope tho create extra disturbances & even burdens tho eiu all .. jush leave mie like tish barhs ..

if tish daes , i dho thins tat let eiu all feel pissed off or wad , please forgive mie .. if i irritated eiu guys , tell mie or ven scold mie .. i'm sorrie tho people tat really cares & hopes tat i can b happie cause i'm nort able tho cheer up barhhs .. if dere's ppl tat still really cares forh mie , i'll wanna sae i appreciate it ..

[ ` struggling with her tired life ] *

[ * no mood for anything ]`

[ ~ depressed ~]

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7:43:00 PM

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i'm totally lost & gone this time .. i did something wrong .. i dunn0 y thins will turn out tho b like now .. i don wan thins tho b like tish .. i dunn0 how tho sae .. but i wanna explain .. i feel sho BAD in my heart .. i dunno wad the hell i'm doing .. i don wan ani hurts .. my heart feels sho guilty now .. everythin was like suddenly sho sudden .. i din noe when it really started .. i only noe i've tho dho somethin ..
i'm totally & wholly tiredd .. im breakin down soon .. it's sho hard tho forget & at the same time leadin my life w/o ani hurts & changes .. now he don sms mie .. he simply don tok tho mie .. i did somethin wrong ? why ?! will eiu tell mie wad happen ? i HATES the way thins ish now .. i hates ur ignores .. i can only sae tat eiu're avoidin mie .. i din contact eiu tish daes since eiu din too ..

i don wan hurt anione .. i , one person gettin hurt ish betta than 2 .. but eiu should noe wad ish happenin here .. i hate myself .. i feel sho depress now .. tish yr , every month of tish yr , i've neba been totally happie .. it's gettin worst each month .. more & more thins ish happenin tho mie month after month .. when i've nort even solve one problem tat ish in my heart , the other happens .. when one problem ish terrible enough forh mie tho take it , how the shit am i gonna take the another BIG BLOW ..

i wanna leave . i have no more strength to face all this . i'm sorry for everythings to everyone .

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8:39:00 PM

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i've gort nothin much tho sae .. almost everydae ish the same .. nothin seems tho hab change tho the better .. forh people round mie , if tink tat i'm happie or hab become more happier tish daes , den let it b norhhs .. tink i'm still sadd , it's os0 like tat norhs .. but i'm tellin ppl tat i'm happie , i can smile , can luagh , can tok & tok .. sho yupphs , i'm perfectly FINE physically & mentally .. lalalas ~ !
after chinese remedial , was habin a real bad gastric pain cause din eat .. it's painful .. haiish ! it's raining too ..
now i'm coughin ; throat feelin unwell .. feelin sickk soon .. tish few daes , i'm really tiredd .. totally .. hab neba been sho tired before .. but yet i'm doin thins tho keep myself occupied .. i dunn0 wad more i can dho ..
now i've tho os0 worry forh the money tho pay my bill tish month .. mum dunno tat i gort the bill nerhhs .. i hide it & she've been askin & tellin mie tho get ready my bill's moneyy .. uhs , but i seriously hab nho way tho take out the money .. but cant care sho much nerhhs . jush let one dae after one dae luhs .. she will soon find out derhhs ..
don feel like postin any longer .. when i've the mood den i post some photos tat was taken wid huii .. yarhhs sho stoppin here ..

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8:59:00 PM

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boredds .. was at home tish 2daes .. * yawns .. just posted some photos .. the first 2 was yu & mie .. taken at vivo .. the second & third was huii & mie .. one was taken at tiong & the other was taken on the bus when we're on our way home after the watchin the final soccer match .. the last three was taken at home wid my pyjamas .. gort nothin tho dho sho took some photos .. zilian ~ 2 was taken ytd nite .. still gort quite alort .. hees ..

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9:22:00 PM

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hmm .. todae pan wei aho came into our klass tho gib us a motivitional tok durin pd .. i nearly fall asleep .. damn tired .. after skool was nafa 2.4 run .. as i gort leg , tat's y i can run .. but ish only whether can run well anort .. sho i've tho sae i can run but din run well .. get tish correct .. the boys went first .. mostly seems tho run well & fast ; can pass .. after tat was we girls .. the weather was damn h0t .. the heat was really unbearable .. tish yr , i tried my best .. even our nie pe teacher called mie tho run when it's my last round . he said tat i can pass .. but i was walkin at tat time as i gort nho more strength .. hard tho breathe .. i failed by bout 2mins plus .. but hab tho thanks tho my friens like sunny , binwei , isman & some others tat called my name & ask mie tho run .. thanks precious too ! haiish .. abit disappointed .. hab tho take re-test .. xians .. whole body achin now .. x((
tink stoppin here . nid tho get some rest soon ..

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9:50:00 PM

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wad a dae n0rhhs .. durin physics lesson , we went tho the computer lab .. den madam cheng caught mie comin into the blog .. she called huii & mie tho gho down tho the parade square & stand beside the flag pole . siaos n0rhhx .. in the end we din stand beside the flag pole .. we sat down at the shelter near the security counter .. we relax one corner .. we chatted .. den cheng wan us call our parents .. in the end , mum n0e bout it & i noe she's unhappie . but wadeva n0rhhs . after skool gort nafa .. tired after the nafa .. i'm still sho lousy in fitness .. lol ..
after tat went tho eat raja inn wid yuu .. was hungry as i din eat anithin durin the recess & only ate a bowl of beancurd after skool . went home after tat .. saw mum black face .. nort long quarrel wid her .. she don let mie use computer n0rhhs .. sho unreasonable .. i jush tok back .. grrs ~! den after i finish my poa homework , i tell her i finish my work nerhs & wanted tho use the computer .. mum nowadaes mood nho good n0rhhs .. den sort of vent her anger on mie .. dunn0 her narhs .. * sighs .. suchh a stressful life . nothin much tho sae nerhhs barhhs .

__ [ ` lost in the lUst of l0ve * ] __

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9:16:00 PM

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hmm .. todae quite a borinn dae barhhs .. nothin much happened .. & yarhs , 4more weeks tho exam .. grrs ~! urmm after skool gort chemistry remedial & after tat went huii's house .. sing sing sing ..
urm tml nafa test .. gosh ! really gonna suffer .. i cant dho sit up cause of my backbone & yarhh , i'm lousy in all this .. i admit .. x(( haiish ..
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[ * Forh those bo liaos people tat tag mie all those rubbish * - i dunn0 who eiu people r .. but jush stop all tish .. all tish shows tat eiu ppl r really very childish .. nothin betta tho dho den gho find some other thins tho dho narhhs .. don come my tagboard & tag mie all those nonsense .. if eiu all wan dho all tish , den tish ish n0rt the right place .. sho get away from my blog .. ]

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8:39:00 PM

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it's really boredd at home .. there's nothin forh mie tho dho ..
ytd os0 at home .. cant gho out .. haiish .. grrs ~! somemore 1 whole week nho allowance neiihs .. dunno if tml mum will gib mie anort when i ask . really sho unreasonable n0rhs .. she now os0 neba tok tho mie . x(( sobs ..
now sms-ing wid precious .. he ytd neba sms mie worhhs ..
but received 1 goodnite sms from deardear todae at bout 12.45am todae .. harhas .. was quite happie narhhs cause normally when he neba sms mie , dere will nort b even a goodnite sms . but i don tink he rmb somethin .. * sighs ..
chattin wid good boii now .. but sad , i've tho offline soon .. he alwaes sho late den online .. i still owe him somethin .. hehes ..

tml gort skool .. xians .. * yawns ..

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9:45:00 PM

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