~ Dreams In Reality ~

Saturday, March 17, 2007

ytd nite went tho sleep at bout 1o .. habin nho choice n0rhs as mum was back & was supposed tho wake up at 5 tish m0rnin as goin forh the campus superstar gurls as a supporter .. den i fell asleep quite fast as i was damn tiredd .. but was awoke by call & sms's .. tish m0rnin at bout 5plus , huii called , givin mie a m0rnin call .. i was still sho tired tat i din really speak but only sound like " hmm " .. actually ytd nite at bout 12plus , received a call from yuu sayin tat she's n0rt joinin campus todae nerhs & asked if todae wanna mit later an0rt .. sho i said yarhs & gave a mittin time tat ish 8 .. i was half wae through my tight sleep when i picked up tat call kkiaeys .. i was n0rt clear in mind at tat time .. sho in the end told huii tat mittin yu at 8 & hang up the phone .. guess wad .. ii went BACK tho SLEEP . i've no choice as i'm shiity tiredd .. woke up at bout dunno wad time nerhs .. i don rmb .. but was yu who called mie tho wake up derhs .. it ish really hard tho get up from bed n0rhs .. todae i g0rt myself prepared quite fast .. gort ready quite fast .. went tiong mrt tho mit up wid yu den went down toa payoh n0rhs .. * yawns .. huii , ziyu , meilian & other queenswayans r already down dere .. there's sho many people dere n0rhs , joinin f0rh campus .. ermm waited till bout 2plus den finally was huii & the other queenswayan's turn .. we're all sho nervous f0rh dem .. although the result was n0rt good but still they did their very best nerhhs .. ish jush tat the judges r too strict .. urm after tat went down tho marina tho eat long john wid yuuu .. den after tat walked tho suntec tho play arcade .. sad n0rhs .. the para machine at suntec was gone .. grrs ~! x(
a 8yr old gurl ish really good in playin rock fever .. * claps * took train home after tat .. walked home fr0m tiongg .. tOdae was a tiring dae ..
xians n0rhs ..

ytd nite online , my good boii din online .. n0w , my good boii os0 n0rt online .. misses him niahs .. (x hees .. happie & honoured bein his only GOOD GURL .. he gave mie a name n0rhs .. short f0rm ish S.S.S .. LOL .. at first it stands f0rh swit sugar shan .. harhas ! it's nice but weird sho he den changed tho super swit shan .. goshh ! super neiihs .. i told him i cant accpet bein a SUPER swit shan .. sho in the end S.S.S stands f0rh swit shan shan .. xD sho swit of my good boii .. he ate fruits tat dae when out wid him & others n0rhs .. * huggies dry w/o DRY *
i os0 miss myPRECIOUS .. it's LOADS .. he is n0rt back here tish holidae .. lookin f0rwards tho june holidae which ish still longg .. by then , i hope tho c myPRECIOUS .. :]
ehhs , as f0rh deardear .. it's still the same n0rhs .. H.U.M.P .. somehow & at all times i'm disappointed in him .. i dunn0 yy .. i'm confused by somethins .. deardear called mie tho gib him some time tho get over somethin .. =( nothin m0re tho sae ; speechless ..
well , i love my GIRLS ! <3>
as f0rh those tat don bother tho gib a damn care f0rh mie , den it's okiaeys .. i wont dho or even sae anithin .. i will jush b diam diam .. cause after all i should b jush nho one ..

i'm still n0rt able tho b happie even though im tryin hard .. eiu ppl called mie tho cheer up & tho b happie but i cant .. i seriously cant smile naturally .. i dunn0 wad ish called happiness .. i only n0e wad ish called unfair & cruel .. i dunn0 h0w long it will takes tho heal the hurts in my heart .. if dere's someone tat loves & cares f0rh mie , i'll b able tho get over everythin in my heart m0re easily .. but sad tho sae , dere's nho one & i'm alone by myself tho face all tish .. but it's okiaeys cause i'm n0rt facin tish forh the first time ..

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9:14:00 PM

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