thursdae , a fun dae . after remedial went tho vivo tho watch muvie , mr bean's holidae wid farhan , ridhwan , izwan , kweexiang , binwei & yu .. the muvie was funnie , the part after muvie when we went tho play water was fun .
ytd was sports dae .. cheered forh our house , phoenix .. [:
but thins ytd was n0rt good at all .. next time , i wont b goin tho samueltan's birthdae party animore .. tish ish tho prevent the similar thin from happenin again .. since his parents & relatives g0rt such a bad impression on us forh goin late forh his party last year .. & even said tat y he will invite such ppl tho his party .. ppl who came dere late & jush tho eat .. well , sho in future he don invite us & we dont gho .. was sho angry tat i din really hab my dinner ytd . went tanglin halt wid yu , huii , deardear & peng .. huii & i shared 1plate of fired hokkien mee . at first my mood was betta & wanted tho eat . bout 5mouths later , samueltan called & i don hab the mood tho eat animore .. sho called huii tho finish it .. after tat , went tiong wid huii .. ling came tho find us .. saw ziyu at tiong .. sho together the 4 of us went tiong park .. we saw some skoolmates at tiong park .. left dere at bout 9plus , reached home at bout 10 .. mum was unhappie wid mie n0w .. wadeva it ish narhhs ..

precious 5o% comin back tish june forh 2weeks , 5o% comin back durin september forh 1week . it's very short .. haiish .. x( but hope he will b comin back durin june as everyone misses him loads .. loves *

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7:25:00 PM

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it's another moody dae forh mie .. mood was still the same .. nho much change .. i was late forh my bus sho bo bian hab tho take cab .. haiish ! dunno y i sho sway .. i fail sho many tests tish month .. i take wad test , i fail wad test .. poa test i dunn0 how tho dho .. i anihow dho .. i dunn0 wad rubbish i wrote .. i simply gort nho mood forh anithin .. i hardly tok .. i jush sat dere , diam diam .. listen tho wad ppl tok ..

i noe tish daes i'm really very different .. most ppl notice tat & showed mie their concern .. i'll try my best tho cheer up & b abit happier than n0w .. sorry tho get eiu all sho worried f0rh mie but i'm okiaeys .. it's my some problems ..
once again i really gort tho sae i appreciate those tat truly cares .. dere's quite alort of eiu all .. thanks forh tryin tho cheer mie up , be by my side tellin mie tho cheer up , b happie ..

but i felt touched .. as my goodboii actually cares sho much & gort worried forh mie .. he even online at bout 9plus+ ytd nite & chatted wid mie forh tat awhile .. & peng has been checkin up on mie , seein if i'm feelin betta anort .. my gurls os0 tried their best tho like cheer mie up .. as forh other friens & klassmates , they called mie nort tho b sad & etcs ..
deardear i dunn0 wad tho sae .. he called mie ytd nite wantin tho noe wad happen tho mie but i din sae .. ` x(( thanks thanks thanks tho eiu ppl .. & sorrie too .. * sighs
tish few nites , precious smsed mie before he gho orh orh .. somehow i wish he ish here wid us ..

lastly , i hope ppl round mie / all my LOVES can b happie .. wad matters ish they're happie & n0rt whether i'm happie an0rt .. my happiness does n0rt matters .. all of eiu jiayous nerhhs ..

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8:17:00 PM

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although ytd went tho orhorh much earlier but i cant get tho sleep & really had a hard time sleepin .. my heart & mind ish feelin sho terrible .. i was still hopin i'm able tho b happier when i woke up & gho tho skool .. i din feel ani betta todae .. my mood was totally down .. even the pe teacher asked mie y i'm sho moody & cause of tish he reduced the running around the field from 5rounds tho 3rounds .. * haiish * wadeva i dho , i don hab the mood , simply nho .. i tried tho cheer myself up but i still cant b happie naturely .. everyone asked mie wad happen , y i looked moody , sad , troubled .. all i replied ish nothin , i'm okaieys blahblah .. i tink the mie todae was really very very different from the mie i normally looks like .. even when todae i laugh i cant laugh ani longer .. i laughed & stopped .. i tink i will b like tish forh tish week ; unhappie .. nho one seems tho b able tho let mie feel happie & cheer mie up .. & those tat can don seems tho really care .. i don wan tho lie tho myself & tell myself all those lies which r nort real at all .. i'm tiredd . tish 9months , i really live my life till very sick & tiredd .. i nho longer hab the courage , confidence in anithin .. i nho longer feel the happiness but only feel the sadness .. i'm unable tho b the cheerful mie .. DEAD & GONE FOREVER !

by tellin mie eiu'll change but needin time tho get over somethin , my heart & eiu gave mie the slightest hope . but yet my eyes tells mie tat eiu're nort tryin ur very best everydae tho change & get over .. this had caused mie nort tho hab the slightest hope .. eiu treated mie as if i'm nho one , i'm invisible .. eiu've neba seems tho notice wad ish happenin tho mie .. wheneva eiu noe , it's obviously someone told eiu bout it .. everytime when i see the cares from eiu , it might b good but yet it appears tho b bad .. cause eiu dho sho as someone called eiu tho dho .. sho dho eiu all tink i should feel happie or ??eiu don hab tho feel guilty forh anithin .. eiu did n0thin .. wad i did ish jush on my own will .. eiu din call mie tho dho sho .. everythin ish jush my wishful thinkings & doings .. mayb all tish while , i'm jush another gal tat eiu used tho flirt .. i really dunno .. i knew eiu told someone tat eiu wanna care forh mie but jush dunn0 y eiu're unable .. but eiu said eiu'll try .. i n0e all tish but i choose nort tho sae anithin .. even when i'm unhappie or angry wid eiu , i will always n0rt let eiu n0e tat it's eiu .. & os0 n0rt tellin eiu wad happen tho mie cause i hope tat eiu're happie & don get affected by my thins as i don wanna add any burdens tho eiu .. eiu've ur own problems too .. x(( haiish .. sadded .. sobs sobs .

i really hab tho sae sorry tho people like my gurls , my good boii , peng & some others tat gort worried forh mie todae .. but thanks forh all of ur cares .. as forh deardear , thanks f0rh botherin tho ask mie wad happen even though it ish someone tat told eiu tho dho sho & sorrie tat i din tell eiu wad happen ..

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5:39:00 PM

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early in the mornin rain sho heavily .. g0rt lightnin & thunder .. mie was scared of all the thunders .. * dont laugh * ermm .. den yu came tho find mie at the bus stop i alwaes alighted cause of mie fearin the thunder .. * dont laugh horhs .. * but i'm really very scare of thunder .. from small till n0w .. while walkin tho skool , saw the 2kai's .. kaiheng , kaisheng .. hmm reached skool went tho toilet .. yu & i pon the first period ..
ermm don really hab the mood tho type more on wad happen in skool etcs ..
if tml mood betta than i mayb den type more on wad happen todae , blahblahblahs ..

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9:34:00 PM

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todae woke up at bout 9 .. the tv programmes n0rt nice sho i watched my dvd till 11 .. den watch the tv show .. after lunch went tho tiong wid brO .. all my brO's fault .. if he neba lost his ez link card , i don hab tho gho down tho tiong .. weather sho hot n0rhhs .. grrrs ~! when i went popular saw huii & her family .. & i was sho blur tat i called her dad " auntie " . x( s0rrie , i dont mean it .. tish was the 2nd time tish week tat i called an uncle , auntie .. paisae paisae .. after some while in the popular wid gurlfrien huii , i left .. hmm , after takin the new ez link of my bro , went tho buy food & drink den went home nerhs . reach home at bout 3plus if i din rmb wrongly .. reached home watched dvd & at the same time tokin on phone wid my gurlfrien yuu .. hang up after some time .
xianns .. tml g0rt chemistry test .. gonna fail liaos .. i dunn0 y i don hab the mood tho study , revise & rmb .. x(( haiish .. well , i'm prepared tho fail & os0 gettin a very disastrous march progress report .. * SIGHS

precious really very great . ytd before he went tho sleep , he gave mie an sms jush tellin mie he's goin tho sleep nerhs & blahsblahs .. wo ye ai si ni nerhs .. muackx . & rmb tat eiu said eiu'll come back f0rh mie derhhs ohx .. don forget ..
i gib deardear a sms ytd nite .. x)) i'm happie f0rh the moment when i saw dear's replied sms . because it has been quite some time tat he din call mie laopo nerhs & he said he love & miss mie too . deardear , eiu're in my heart .
aw ~! ytd good boii forget tho reply my sms n0rhs .. 1hour later den he rmb tho reply . but i fall asleep liaos n0rhhs .. * humpf .. gort computer den f0rget mie nerhhs .. harhas .. tish daes i alwaes sms good boii .. ehhs like disturbin n0rhhs .. n0w i os0 sms-ing wid good boii .. thanks good boii f0rh sms-ing wid mie tish daes .. (=
mie was boredd marhhs .. den deardear alwaes like n0rt free , reply very late derhhs .. sort of like don wanna sms wid mie .. sho i din really wanna gib him troubles .. & deardear os0 don sms mie tish daes . ish i gib him an sms derhs siahhs .. )x
:] percious jush n0w gib mie an sms neiihs before he gho orhorh .. hehes .
hope girlfrien yu can last long wid her boyfrien . jiayous !!
i'm fortunate tho hab people tat love & cares f0rh mie . it came from their hearts .. i really love eiu people !

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9:03:00 PM

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tish m0rnin i was really tired . i set alarm at 8.55 & stopped it when it rang .. i slept back .. & when i was about tho fall asleep , my handphone rang .. huii called .. picked up & well she was outside her tuiton center , waitin f0rh her teacher tho come .. sho i peii her chat till her teacher reached which was bout 1hour plus later .. den went tho brush teeth , eat breakfast & blablabla .. after everythin was done , went out tho tiong wid mum & bro .. i was sho damn blur tat i f0rgot tho take my ez-link card when i left .. went back home tho take .. bought 2pairs of skool shoes .. den os0 bought webcam & microphone as tho c & tok tho my cousins in Ireland . (x
ermm bought 1plus , mum & bro left & went home .. i was still at tiong .. dunn0 wad tho dho .. jush walkin around as i'm waitin f0rh yuu tho come .. real boredd .. shop os0 like shop finish liaos .. hmm lucky at bout 2.3o huii's dance ended & she came down tho find mie .. at bout 3plus , we left tiong f0rh plaza sing as we're mittin yu at dere .. we din stay at plaza sing f0rh long .. we walked tho paradiz center f0rh pool .. saw hai shien .. [:
there were nho m0re tables .. sho decided tho gho tho kim seng .. the weather was sho damn HOT .. grrs ~! we was like sho sway .. even kim seng os0 nho tables .. after some while , decided tho gho tho safra . lucky dere were tables available dere .. huii & yu played .. i sat dere tho look .. huii has tho leave as she's habin dinner wid her family .. ehhs sho after she left , i learned how tho play pool .. x( i'm stupid & retarded n0rhhs .. bout 7plus left safra .. went home after tat .. reached home at 8 .. lucky mum din really sae mie .. todae was n0rt feelin well .. i'm feelin like h0w i felt tat time when i vomitted .. seems like my health was n0rt in good terms .. haiish ..

. misses deardear . he's still the same .. he will never sms me unless he got things to ask .. this just wont change . harhas .. [ o2 . feb . o7 ]
` misses good boy . but he just wont be online earlier than bout 10/11 .. but good boy cares f0r me derhhs . i'm his one & only good girl . good gurl will never be replaced . (x hehes [ 14 . o3 . o7 ]
* misses precious . he's just not in singapore . even though we got contact each other , but still he's not with me . no matter what , precious will be in my heart .. [ 14 . o2 . o7 ]
# i hope my girlfrien yuu can cheer up & be happie .. as f0rh girlfrien huii , hopes she can b even happier than n0w barhhs ..
__ i hOpe all my LOVES can be well & fine & happie . i wont feel any better if you all aint ok .. lovin & missin eiu all .. muackies ..

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9:22:00 PM

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hmm .. t0dae skool was still ok barhhs . somehow quite tiredd .. goodboii was bein bullied by mie . ytd i took awae his one & only pen causin him hab nho pen tho write .. todae i took awae his math paper , & he cant dho his corrections . he jush sat dere lyin on the table . lookin quite pissed off .. harhas . but i n0e he wont get pissed off derhhs .. xD well , he took awae my ruler & he said mie FATTY . x(( haiish .. sadded .. urm goodboii made a beg the previous dae . he said if i pass my chinese , i 1o o'clock has tho b online . if he pass , he will 9 o'clock online . grrs ~! in the end , i lost & hab tho online at 1o .. =O dere's still another beg on the geography test . hehes .. durin assembly i was sho pai sae . i stood up when actually was titus who was behind mie had tho stand up . i thought mr cheng was sayin mie tho stand up .. LOLS ..

the happie thin was tat dere's nho remedial as we're goin forh the match of our skoOl soccer boiis vs. bishan park . after skool went tho tiong wid yu , peng , goodboii , kaiheng , binwei , justus & ridhwan . peng & i went tho pierce our ears . harhas .. after tat went tho eat kfc . ehhs only yu & i ate .. the boiis din eat & in the end they went tho kopitiam tho eat .. at kfc saw my ganmeii , wenxin .. long time nho c nerhhs .. after tat took train back skool .. went tho bukit timah derhs dunn0 where tho watch the match .. sad siahhs .. our skool came in 2nd while bishan park sec came in the champion . but well our skoOl has tried their very best .. x) )
durin the match was exciting .. & it's funnie too as dere's some funnie photos of 2person bein taken .. wakakas ..
after the match , went tho hab dinner wid yu , huii , kah hao , vincent , bradley & johnathan ..
ehhs .. the toilet dere was sho dirty .. * yucks
after tat we went home .. parted wid yuu as she walked the different wae as us .. all of us excpet kah hao took the same bus . among dem , i'm the last one tho alight . harhas ..
was quite a tirin dae . * yawns ..

__ myprecious todae discharge liaos .. sho good .. :] finally he's fine nerhhs .. hmm he must really takecare of himself .. loves & misses <3>
__ smsed mydeardear ytd .. was angry wid him tat time den he din sms mie f0rh quite some daes .. deardear thought i still angry wid him sho he din wanna sms mie & i'm like alwaes pissed off when sms-ing wid him . urm but i don feel pissed off w/o reason derhhs marhhs .. but deardear said he wont abandon mie nho matter wad happen . tat was one of the prOmise he made . hope the promise made wont b left longin . deardear g0rt miss mie all those while when he din sms mie .. he told mie he miss mie . x)) & he cares f0rh mie . ytd fall asleep when i haven replied his sms . but i can sort of feel tat the words he said ytd nite was filled wid his different feelins . i'm still lovin deardear alwaes . urm nho sms fr0m him yet . sort of sadd but it's ok :[
__ mygoodboyy seems tho b bullyin mie tish daes .. harhas .. badd & naughty siahhs .. x(

tml can sleep abit later .. but goin out wid mum tho tiongg .. nid buy skool shoes etc. .. den after tat should b mittin yuu .. but the thin was i dunn0 wad time i'm gonna mit her as mum din tell mie wad time we're goin tiongg .. she said n0rt sho early .. hmm seems abit busy tml .. =/ abit relieved tat dere's nho homework ..

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9:47:00 PM

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sko0l was really boredd .. tiringg .. hmm i failed my poa , chemistry os0 dunn0 should sae pass anort .. all results os0 suckin .. seems like tish month my progress report gonna b a gone case .. the 2boiis beside mie g0rt pay attention in klass worhhs .. urm it seems like i'm the one n0rt tryin my best in my studies .. all my friens near mie r workin hard , puttin tat little bit of effort . opps * how arhhs ? dere's really a possiblility tat i cant finish my sec education till i take my "o" levels .. if i cant make through " N " i might b leavin here nerhhs .. x(
urmm todae hab flu the whole dae .. n0w os0 n0rt well .. coughin .. haiihs .. # unwell
feelin stress .. i'm tiredd .. moody derhhs .. but i'm fine !
harhas .. tml m0rnin eatin breakfast wid ling & yu .. g0rt tho wake up early .. lol ..
hmm tink tat's all .. xD

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6:54:00 PM

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wad tho sae f0rh todae neiihs .. hmm , first dae of sko0l tish term .. was really sleepy sometimes .. haiish ..
first period was poa .. g0rt back test paper .. urm i failed .. guang guang was the lowest & he g0rt sho fed up .. he cried kkaieys .. nho joke .. i saw it wid my own eyes .. & some others saw too ..
den chinese lesson , heard tat he g0rt agitated again .. kweexiang made him .. warhhs .. todae don seems a good dae f0rh him .. n0rt long later , g0rt agitated again by yu wid her raisin up her hands imitatiing him .. he saw & knew it .. lol ..
ermm .. after skool g0rt remedial .. after remedial , huii pei mie went tho tiongg .. we ate kfc , drank sweet talk .. x))
reached home at bout 6.45 .. mum was like sayin mie .. but it's okiaeys .. she was n0rt angry . luckyy .. urm todae mood was s0rt of moody .. still sadded barhhs ..
warhs .. soon g0rt tho offline niaos .. good boii haven online siahhs .. he said 9plus online .. haas .. but it's okiaeys narhhs ..
i hope myPRECIOUS can get well soon .. * sighs ..
x . __ disappointments . x__

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9:30:00 PM

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hmm .. todae was sho damn tired tat i only woke up at 11plus .. i quickly woke up as i wanna watch the show on channel 8 .. dotts .. if n0rt i surely continue my sleep ..
todae stayed at home .. went nho where other than goin down tho buy somethins tho eat ..
ytd nite i smsed myPRECIOUS a birthdae sms .. den i gort tho n0e tat he ish in the hosipital as he's habin fever .. he still said wad if he dies , i mush takecare of myself .. haiish .. chOy ! he will b gettin well soon .. n0thin will happen tho him .. i dunn0 wad i can dho .. sho n0w i can only wait f0rh his sms as i called him tho sms mie when he's well nerhhs .. myPRECIOUS hao ke liann .. peng rmb his birthdae .. sho i tested deardear .. he don rmb at all .. nho heart ; bo xim .. i gave him a chance & called him tho tink hard .. still dunn0 , somem0re still anihow bomb tat todae ish the dae i become his laopo .. GRRS ~! disappointed n0rhhs .. his brother neiihs .. * speechless
tish afternoon online awhile .. my good boii g0rt online w0rhhs .. ermm chatted wid him .. although the chat was a short one but it's a nice one .. lol
urm tml skool reopen niaos . xians ~! i did n0ne of the homeworks assigned .. g0rt tho face the consequences soon .. my stomach n0w very pain .. dunn0 wad happen .. quite xinku .. x( sighs *

myPRECIOUS..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! & eiu must get well soon . it's a MUST ..

i n0e sometimes , some ppl jush dunn0 how tho appreciate wad i've done f0rh dem ..
but it's fine barhs .. cause i don ask f0rh dem tho appreciate it the thins i've done ish on my own will ..

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7:45:00 PM

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ytd nite went tho sleep at bout 1o .. habin nho choice n0rhs as mum was back & was supposed tho wake up at 5 tish m0rnin as goin forh the campus superstar gurls as a supporter .. den i fell asleep quite fast as i was damn tiredd .. but was awoke by call & sms's .. tish m0rnin at bout 5plus , huii called , givin mie a m0rnin call .. i was still sho tired tat i din really speak but only sound like " hmm " .. actually ytd nite at bout 12plus , received a call from yuu sayin tat she's n0rt joinin campus todae nerhs & asked if todae wanna mit later an0rt .. sho i said yarhs & gave a mittin time tat ish 8 .. i was half wae through my tight sleep when i picked up tat call kkiaeys .. i was n0rt clear in mind at tat time .. sho in the end told huii tat mittin yu at 8 & hang up the phone .. guess wad .. ii went BACK tho SLEEP . i've no choice as i'm shiity tiredd .. woke up at bout dunno wad time nerhs .. i don rmb .. but was yu who called mie tho wake up derhs .. it ish really hard tho get up from bed n0rhs .. todae i g0rt myself prepared quite fast .. gort ready quite fast .. went tiong mrt tho mit up wid yu den went down toa payoh n0rhs .. * yawns .. huii , ziyu , meilian & other queenswayans r already down dere .. there's sho many people dere n0rhs , joinin f0rh campus .. ermm waited till bout 2plus den finally was huii & the other queenswayan's turn .. we're all sho nervous f0rh dem .. although the result was n0rt good but still they did their very best nerhhs .. ish jush tat the judges r too strict .. urm after tat went down tho marina tho eat long john wid yuuu .. den after tat walked tho suntec tho play arcade .. sad n0rhs .. the para machine at suntec was gone .. grrs ~! x(
a 8yr old gurl ish really good in playin rock fever .. * claps * took train home after tat .. walked home fr0m tiongg .. tOdae was a tiring dae ..
xians n0rhs ..

ytd nite online , my good boii din online .. n0w , my good boii os0 n0rt online .. misses him niahs .. (x hees .. happie & honoured bein his only GOOD GURL .. he gave mie a name n0rhs .. short f0rm ish S.S.S .. LOL .. at first it stands f0rh swit sugar shan .. harhas ! it's nice but weird sho he den changed tho super swit shan .. goshh ! super neiihs .. i told him i cant accpet bein a SUPER swit shan .. sho in the end S.S.S stands f0rh swit shan shan .. xD sho swit of my good boii .. he ate fruits tat dae when out wid him & others n0rhs .. * huggies dry w/o DRY *
i os0 miss myPRECIOUS .. it's LOADS .. he is n0rt back here tish holidae .. lookin f0rwards tho june holidae which ish still longg .. by then , i hope tho c myPRECIOUS .. :]
ehhs , as f0rh deardear .. it's still the same n0rhs .. H.U.M.P .. somehow & at all times i'm disappointed in him .. i dunn0 yy .. i'm confused by somethins .. deardear called mie tho gib him some time tho get over somethin .. =( nothin m0re tho sae ; speechless ..
well , i love my GIRLS ! <3>
as f0rh those tat don bother tho gib a damn care f0rh mie , den it's okiaeys .. i wont dho or even sae anithin .. i will jush b diam diam .. cause after all i should b jush nho one ..

i'm still n0rt able tho b happie even though im tryin hard .. eiu ppl called mie tho cheer up & tho b happie but i cant .. i seriously cant smile naturally .. i dunn0 wad ish called happiness .. i only n0e wad ish called unfair & cruel .. i dunn0 h0w long it will takes tho heal the hurts in my heart .. if dere's someone tat loves & cares f0rh mie , i'll b able tho get over everythin in my heart m0re easily .. but sad tho sae , dere's nho one & i'm alone by myself tho face all tish .. but it's okiaeys cause i'm n0rt facin tish forh the first time ..

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9:14:00 PM

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mie wid my lovely PINK ROSE ! (:

tat ish my PRECIOUS PINK ROSE <3>

t0dae was tired f0rh mie . at first i don intend tho sleep .. in the end i online till 4 , i went tho sleep .. i cant tahan .. & was suppose tho wake up at 7 tish m0rnin .. i received a m0rnin call frOm yu .. but i went back tho sleep after hangin up .. cause i'm simply damn tiredd .. in the end i woke up at bout 8plus .. quickly prepare myself as i'm goin tho toa payoh f0rh the campus superstar boiis .. mit yuu at tiong den went down by train together .. haas .. by the time we reach dere , it was about tho start .. at first was still fine but after some time , i gort quite b0redd .. yu & i went tho pizza hut & ate .. lol .. nice w0rhhs .. xD
hmm yu & i g0rt roses w0rhs .. her rose was blue in colour .. mines ish pinkk .. =)
we din stay at toa payoh f0rh long .. we left at bout 1plus if i din rmb wrongly .. mitted binweii & boon at lucky plaza .. sho yu & i took 143 dere .. it was like sho sway .. went lucky plaza f0rh poOl but cant as boon was the only one tat ish fully 16 .. den walked tho cineleisure .. os0 cant cause we r n0rt fully 16 yet .. sho we took cab tho paradiz centre .. lol .. the extra one dollar f0rh the cab .. GRR ~! as usual i din play poOl .. i sat d0wn & watched dem play .. as they're playin , was at the same time waitin f0rh tat lihao tho come .. keep sayin comin nerhs comin nerhs .. one hour later still haven come .. * nana * nOrhs ..
binwei left quite early as he g0rt basketball .. den left boonwee & yu playin .. it's sho funnie when yu said tat the loser treat eat fries .. den when yu was losin , it will change tho winner treat eat fries .. boonwee was like shocked n0rhs .. harhas .. sho funnie siahhs .. lol ..
played till bout 5plus .. den left n0rhs .. we walked tho plaza sing .. on the wae , yu was tokin about being a gentleman .. harhas .. urm waited awhile f0rh lihao at plaza sing .. den we took the train .. i alighted at tiong , the first one tho alight .. x)
ermm walked home n0rhs ..
mum came back nerhs .. g0rt 2new pyjamas .. baby mickey & minnie mouse neiihs .. ermm tml wakin up early .. mittin huii , yu & some others at 6.3o at tiong .. goshh .. it's early .. but well , g0rt tho wake up early .. huii , her sis & some others ish gonna join the campus superstar girls tml .. JIAYOUS ~! =)

nowadays felt so confused .. i dunno why ..
there's no definite answer given to all my uncertain questions ..
haiish .. x(

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7:53:00 PM

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ytd was a fun dae .. i woke up late niahs .. supposed tho get up at 7 .. lihao gave mie a m0rnin call at 7 . i picked up & went back tho sleep .. 9plus woke up .. i'm late ! rush .. wash clothes .. took mie quite some time .. din mop & sweep the floor .. x( mum reachin back here tml m0rnin nerhs .. dunn0 goOd thin or bad .. haiish ..
went hab breakfast wid ziyu .. mit wid meiling , liha0 & huii .. after tat went tiong wid huii & meiling .. bef0re tat at queenstown ntuc , i took 6 plastic bags f0rh ziyu .. LOL .. xDD
went tiong f0rh quite awhile .. bout 1 we parted .. i went home & rushed out somethins ..
in the end im LATE again f0rh my another date out wid peng , kaisheng , kaiheng , farhan , boon & binwei .. really s0rrie f0rh lettin those guys tat waited ..
watched the m0vie music & lyrics .. n0rt bad narhs .. i shuffled the tickets & let dem choose the tickets .. in the end , i sat at the c0rner . grrs ~! but nebamind narhs .. hahas .. the boiis laughed at mie .. at least it was n0rt b0redd ..
after m0vie , binwei went home .. we shopped at vivo tho wait f0rh him n0rhs .. den went pastamania .. in the end din eat dere , abit paisae narhs ..
went tho banquet eat .. lols .. boonwee spent 3bucks tho buy a fruit juice tat consists of tomato , starfruit & dragonfruit .. g0sh .. the colour sux .. the taste was still fine tho mie .. the guys don feel sho .. but it taste abit weird narhs . but stil can drink barhs .. lol .. we went tho walk in the water .. farhan , peng , heng & mie .. sheng & boon din walk .. it's fun walkin in the water . we walked almost all of the water except one or two .. i managed tho c the stars .. but n0rt much stars .. it was great & fun .. enjoyed myself t0dae .. i suppose eiu guys os0 enjoyed urself .. harhas .. binwei , sheng , heng & mie ran fOrh the bus 131 n0rhs .. we ran from somewhere vivo entrance tho the bus stop .. guess wad , we mangaed tho board the bus .. sheng said n0rt possible derhs .. in the end we still g0rt it .. hees ..
hmm reached home at 11.10pm on 15 feb .. lol .. tink i'm n0rt sleepin nerhs .. later goin out .. den if sleep n0w , later sure cant wake up derhs . .mit 8.30 at tiong neiihs .. siaos .. sho early siahs .. but bo bian .. later m0rnin bout 6plus will reach home . dunn0 if she will let mie gho out an0t .. cause i haven even wash my ytd derh clothes .. xD

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12:54:00 AM

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bleahs .. xp stickin our tongue .

ziyu , nicholas , zihui , peiishan

us ~! took it bef0re we went seperated .

ytd slept late .. slept only bout 2 .. haas .. x)
set alarm at 7am .. but was too tired tat i din manage tho get up at tat time .. c0sh bout 5plus , g0rt awoke by a replied sms by lihao .. haiiyoos .. den went back tho sleep .. g0rt sho many thins tho dho in the m0rnin .. woke up , found dad was n0rt at home nerhs .. den i quickly sweep & mop the floor .. warhs .. damn tirin .. my stomach was n0rt well .. keep goin tho the toilet .. haiish ..
went tho wash clothes .. it took mie some time c0sh i don dho all tish .. i was late when i've prepared myself tho gho out .. x(
went tho tiong .. mit up wid yu & lihao .. den took cab down tho taka .. urm in the end , lihao paid f0rh the cab .. a gentleman w0rhs .. lol ..
den mit up wid 2other guys .. hmm felt tired & xian .. they palyed p0ol .. the later part wid dem was abit betta .. bout 4plus-5 , lihao & i left first .. goin tho queenstown stadium tho mit boonwee & kaisheng .. in the end , when bout tho reach stadium , it rained .. the rain g0rt heavier .. the SHIITY thin was boonwee & kaisheng ish at safra ..
when the rain g0rt abit smaller , went tho the lan shop .. at first i din play .. in the end , i played .. i played maple .. LOLS .. nho joke kkiaeys ..
bout 7plus left the lan shop but GOSH .. it's rainin damn heavily .. ran fr0m the lan shop tho the shelter in the stadium .. i cant stand the coldness .. i cant continue walkin/runnin in the rain . it's sho cold tat i squat on the floor .. boonwee & kaisheng was at tiong lerhs .. i called dem tho buy an umbrella den brin it over tho stadium .. it was funnie f0rh the part when we tok on the phone , sayin wad type of umbrella tho buy & the umbrella tat i preferred .. in the end , the umbrella i wanted was too expensive & those tat r cheaper r n0rt of my type i wanted .. sho i decided tho walk in the rain .. kaisheng was like w0rried .. he asked mie if i really don wan dem tho buy the unbrella .. he said later i fall sick etcs den wil blame him .. hahas .. x) thanks f0rh carin barhs .. took train down .. huii & her sis & nicholas haven reach . den mit up wid boonwee & kaisheng first n0rhs .. walk round tiong till i received huii call ..
tat's was 8plus lerhs .. we only hab our dinner at tat time .. parted wid the boiis ..
received a call fr0m boonwee while eatin .. they hab n0rt left tiong , was waitin f0rh cheeho .. sho called him tho help us buy sweet talk .. kaisheng paid f0rh the drinks .. we insisted on returnin him the money .. he din wan it , die die os0 don wan & jush walked awae quickly ..
it was fun while eatin . we joked & laughed .. hahas ..
in the end , g0rt said by dad when he called .. when reach home , he os0 scold mie . haiish ..
todae n0rt sleepin early .. hees .. x))


thanks kaisheng f0rh the drinks , thanks boonwee f0rh bringin up the drinks , thanks lihao f0rh comin todae , thanks boonwee , kaisheng & lihao f0rh sparin a thought f0rh mie .. appreciate it , sincerely thanks eiu guys ..
sorrie nicholas f0rh n0rt takin cab wid eiu . in the end mie took bus as my bus came . really s0rrie .. h0pe eiu're fine after reachin home , w/o ani scoldin & nho groundin .. =)

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11:08:00 PM

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urm ytd woke up den mum was n0rt in liaos .. the shitty thin was i f0rget tho water the plants .. ehhs .. mie f0rgot .. hees .. im very b0red at home .. stared at the computer the whole m0rnin .. at 1st ish goin out wid yu derhs .. in the end she cant as she's n0rt well .. huii was in sko0l dancin .. in the end i went tho bm & dho my stuff .. after tat went over tho cheeho house n0rs .. pengpeng & kaisheng ish at his house .. urm abit xians .. but ish betta than stayin at hime wid dad , den mie starin at the computer .. haiish .. w/o mum , breakfast , lunch & dinner g0rt tho settle outside .. hmm bout 5 went over tho safra tho mit the others .. g0rt lihao , hongren , daddy kenny , deardear , thomas & his br0 .. den saw yongsheng , lennard & jeff .. x)
ehhs .. deardear was sho busy wid his games tat he din even n0tice i was actually wid juepeng & etc .. * sighs ..
den they went over tho play po0l .. sit d0wn dere watch dem play .. g0rt peng , lihao , thomas , kaisheng tho pei w0 chat .. n0t sho bad narhs .. n0rt like the h.u.m.p derhs .. alwaes busy wid his po0l games .. at first was tokin wid yongsheng .. in the end , he left .. played till bout 8plus .. den went tho telok blangah dunn0 where f0rh dinner n0rhs .. deardear was s0rt of xian , tinkin bout the p0ol game tat he caused lennard tho lose some m0ney .. but in the end , c his face like happie nerhs .. bout 9 left .. went home .. lihao pei mie tho wait f0rh my bus .. urm thanks nerhs , i appreciate .. betta than some0ne tat din even sae bye .. f0rget it .. standard derhs ..
dad was abit unhappie tat i went home late .. din sweep & mop floor todae .. hais .. todae , later in the m0rnin , g0rt tho wake up damn early tho m0p & sweep .. tho os0 wash clothes .. den mush rmb tho water the plants nerhs ..
goin town wid yu .. urm hopefully juepeng & boonwee comin barhs .. cause yu will b mittin some other ppl .. den i hardly will tok .. seems like i'm busy .. i'm afraid dad will b furious tml .. c0sh i haven tell him i goin out .. hmm n0w ish 1pm nerhhs .. mie still haven sleep .. hees .. chattin wid friens .. xD dunno h0w am i gonna survive later f0rh teh whole dae wif sho much thins tho dho & complete .. =(

the deadline ish one m0nth .. startin f0rm todae , 13th march ..
i said the wr0ng thins nerhs .. gosh ~!

deardear f0reva bo-chap .. don care & hack care ..
haiish .. os0 dunn0 wad m0re tho sae ..
h.u.m.p = hopeless , useless , meaningfuless , pointless ..
x(

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12:19:00 AM

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mm long time neba blog lerhs .. n0w ish free tho blog .. haish .. days was n0t go0d & well f0rh mie .. i'm sufferin tish few daes .. ytd was sho damn shitty unwell .. v0mited 6 times .. it's really very unwell .. i dunn0 wad i hab ate tat cause mie tho v0mit .. i hardly v0mit derhs .. =( ytd should b a dae tat can enjoy happily .. in the end , the dae din came out tho b a good one .. but still dere were times tat were fun .. * sighs .. din hab dinner ytd nite ..
din slept ytd nite .. was lyin on bed but was sho unwell .. turnin here & dere .. i din get ani sleep at all .. was really a sufferin dae .. mum & br0 left & went back malaysia tish m0rnin nerhs .. only left dadd & mie .. dunn0 wad i can dho durin tish 1week term break .. seems b0redd .. actually i should b grabbin tish chance tho gho out & enjoy as mum was n0rt in singapore .. abit m0re freedoms .. ehs shall c h0w den .. dad nho w0rk , g0nna b at home .
urm i don seems tho hab anithin m0re tho write .. tink im stoppin here .. but everythin tat ish happenin tho mie ish jush too much & it's totally cruel & unfair .. i simply hate it & wont t0lerate ani such thins .. the pains & hurts i've g0rt ish n0rt anione of eiu can imagine .. it's far too painful & hurtful ..

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1:41:00 PM

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it had been since sometime tat i din blog lerhs barhx ..
i don feel ani happiness n0wadaes .. n0thin happie barhs ..
life f0rh mie ish gettin w0rst .. stil sho sux .. n0thin seems well ..
i'm still f0reva tat lonely .. being alone ..
everydae ish boredd .. it made mie m0re tired & sick each dae ..
i'm breakin d0wn so0n ..

if nho one cares , den leave mie alone ..
i miss myprecious .. =(
my deardear nho longer seems tho care f0rh mie ..
g0rt deardear like nho deardear ..
haiish ..

ehhs .. wad tho eat f0rh breakfast tml siahs ?
nothin f0rh mie tho eat .. jush breakfast , i os0 dunn0 wad tho eat ..
life ish really sho miserable & meaningless ..

n0w dere's a virus called H2XJG virus .. wahahas lol ..
it's dangerous sho ppl g0rt tho beware of it .. x)

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9:48:00 PM

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