~ Dreams In Reality ~

Monday, January 1, 2007

hmm . wad tho sae b0ut tish first dae of yr20o7 .? ytd bout 1plus went tho beddie .. but when i'm b0ut tho fall asleep dere c0mes 1msgg .. i c the sms but din replyy .. whenn i wanna fall asleep again , an0ther msgg fr0m s0meone else .. i replied & din b0ther bout my handph0ne lerhhs .. i th0ught i can sleep till the mOrin .. but bout 4plus , i suddenly cant sleep & the sway thin was i habb a bad flu , c0ughh & thr0at was abit pain .. i f0rced myself tho g0 backk tho sleep but the flu & c0ugh was too seri0us till i cant sleep .. i w0ke up & drank water den went back tho sleep .. h0pin i can fall asleep but the cup of water dinn help at all .. i habb difficulty in breathin when i'm lyin d0wnn .. i habb tho sit up .. sh0 i sat up & listen tho some music .. it was sho xinku till i criedd ..
to0 xinku lerhhs .. after s0me while , i d0n feel tired & my c0ugh stopped .. the time i went back tho sleep ish b0ut 6plus .. & all the wae i slept till 11plus .. when i w0ke up , uncle ishh paintin the hall & mum had even c0oked finish the lunche .. my flu was sho sho bad tat it din st0pped till i habb my medicine after lunche .. helped out awhile after lunche ..
nearly fall d0wn when i'm out tho buy thingys .. unluckie dae lorhhx .. threw awae quite alort of thins .. n0w the h0use look neater but the st0re r0om was DAMN messy .. i dunn0 h0w ish mum g0nna packk tat r0om ..
xiann niahhx .. tml habb tho start packin my baggie f0rhh wednesdae ; sko0l reOpens .. reallie b0red n0rhhx .. habb tho wake up early & i don even n0e if i'm able tho fall asleep in the nite an0rt .. =( reallie haiihs siahhx . but nhoo ch0ice ..
can anione tell mie wadd i should dho ? i tried n0rt tho tinkk too muchh lerhhs .. but the pains & hurts i've g0rt , it's n0rt easy tho get rec0ver .. i've been tellin myself thins , jushh tho let myself feel betta but i n0e all th0se i tell myself r jushh lies .. i'm simply bluffin myself .. the thought of eu made mie felt tat i'm bein treated as a idiot , a stupidg .. can eu tell mie eu treat mie as wadd all tish while ? & dho eu still rmbb wadd eu sae an0rt .. i'm disapp0inted in euu .. i trusted eu but in the endd ur w0rds r like all fake .. =(

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