todae the sec3 went f0rh their camp lerhhs .. 1st 2periods ish poa but den mrs cindy tan ish awae .. wohoos .. can realx abit even though dere's work f0rh us tho dho . durin recess was like sho co0l niahhs .. c0sh lesser ppl in the canteen .. buy food don nid wait .. shioks kkiaeys ! xD hees
chinese was s0rt of funnie .. social was bored .. failed social test .. haas .. only 8 passers out of 33 pupils .. tish m0nth progress rep0rt failed 2 .. humanlities & poa .. hmm , after skool , yu , nigel & patrick went tho find yu's " m0ther " .. i was wid dem too .. ermm waited f0rh huii lorhhs .. c0sh she g0rt eng remedial .. den i waited f0rh her as the both of us are goin chinatown .. hmmm at first yuu was wid mie but she left abit earlier .. after she left im alone sittin outside the klass .. den tat stupig aaron .. sae i'm a beggar & worst still he even act like a beggar lorhhs .. really make mie dunn0 should laugh or scold him .. chase after him & keep gib him slaps .. hahas .. i even twitched his finger .. den his good buddy , jasper , even knocked my head wid his knuckle .. it hurts n0rhhs .. & i tink we made quite alort of noise outside the klass .. the w0rst thin ish while slappin aaron , he snatched my file & ran .. wah lao n0rhhs .. they took my file & ran into the boy's toilet .. & i jush din care anithin & went into the boy's toilet as there ish nho one in the toilet .. but gettin back my file ish n0rt easie at all .. i run & run .. beat & beat .. slap & slap .. shout & shout .. it's all of nho use .. they even put the file onto the roof top of their klass .. callin mie tho get it .. but i din c0sh it's very ugly tho climb up the table when it's all boiis in the room .. wid only mie & xiuwen bein the 2gals .. at first when they smatched my file , i din wanna take back & sho huii & i took the lift down lerhhs .. i keep callin aaron but he jush din pick up my call .. den i went up again but while huii waited f0rh mie at the first floor .. in the end she waited quite longg as they jush dont want tho allow mie tho hab back my file .. BAD GUYS ! in the end they still don wan return mie .. sho i jush f0rget bout my file & leave .. & while walked till outside skool .. jasper shouted & said : eu don wan ur file ar ? haas .. of c0sh i wan larhhs .. den he walked tho mie & put the file on the ground .. wantin mie tho take the file my own n0rhhs .. grrr ~ ! bully n0rhs .. i knew huii was unhappie lerhhs .. she looked xian .. but lucky her mood ish much betta while we were at chinatown .. helped my mum buys thingys .. i bought a belt & a thights . bought 3pairs of earrins too .. an anklet .. huii os0 bought 3pairs of earrins .. haas .. it's quite enjoyable .. =) reached home at bout 6plus .. quite late todae .. abit tired after doin all the walkins at chinatown & runnins/chasins in sko0l ..
hmm haven dho the engg c0mposition .. i tink i'll b in dead meat .. i tink i betta get goin & dho it & make sure i hand in tml .. tink tat's all f0rh todae .. but i tink i did someh0w missed some thins which i din post .. but sort of lazy & too much thins tat occur todae in skool ..

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8:33:00 PM

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tish m0rnin we've house electi0n .. s0rt of b0red but sometimes quite funnie .. 1st less0n was ge0 .. mm although ge0 t0dae was quite short due tho the elction delayed , but still " c0nflict " still happen .. in the end yuu & juepeng's name g0rt written in the management bo0k f0rh bein rude . but actually they jush tell ang tat it's end of her less0n . ang ish jush too old tho get thins right . * yawns
at first still thought pe g0nna run .. lucky in the end was game . played netball .. mr ben was real very funnie . like a j0ker . we gals jush cant stop laughin . but somethin happen tho juepeng . =(
one of his eyes g0rt hit by izwan's shoe . n0w tat eye of his ish blocked by blood clot & he cant c wid tat eye . he's given one week mc .. h0pe he'll get well asap .. haiish ! sad case n0rhhs ..
physics did some practical . it's b0rin .. recess , yu went f0rh some jOggin .. she should hab jog f0rh ten rounds , in the end the " disc0unt " she g0rt was real much .. haas .. eng , mr ali wasn't around . we've tho write a c0mposition & hand in todae . in the end , i din dho at all .. c0shh i dunn0 wad tho write ..
tml mrs cindy tan & mr ali w0nt b around . they will b awae f0rh camp .. harhas .. although they're awae , but still they left us some w0rks tho dho ..
after skool g0rt chinese remedial . remedial t0dae was damn funnie . jun guang siad " yeah " when he g0rt the answers right . & when yu s0rt of intimate him , he heard & actually looked at yu wid the fierce look & den diao her .. lols . jun guang kept lookin at her durin the remedial & alwaes diao her .. harhas .. keep luaghin t0dae durin remedial .
after tat took a train & went tho tiong . den from tiong took a walk back home . at first at tiong was still tinkin if i should buy somethin & hab a bite . in the end , i still tink betta n0rt . firstly can save abit m0re $$ . sec0ndly , don nid put on m0re weight . xD
but when i reached h0me , i ate 2 kit-kat chocolates . cant tahan anim0re . hees ..
=/ mie still haven wirte my engg c0mpo . mayb n0rt gonna dho yet . im sort of tired & lazy n0w . brain lazyy tho m0ve . shall c h0w niahhs ..

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8:32:00 PM

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get ready f0rh a long p0st . once again im late when i left home f0rh sko0l t0dae .. but lucky i walked fast & in the end it was not late .. my poa test was really BAD .. i failed badly h0rhs .. 4/15 marks neiihs .. g0shh .. i din fail my poa test wan n0rhhs .. haiish ..
lucky i passed my chemistry test .. did quite well but g0rt one careless mistake tat cause mie tho lose tat important 2marks .. recess s0methin happen .. yuu manage tho catch tat joseph soh .. yuu was sho fierce n0rhhs .. she grabbed joseph's shirt & keep scold him ..
he din dare tho dho anithin back but jush tryin tho get off yuu's hand .. yuu beat him .. his shirt was like tore .. button came off .. he said he wont dare tho follow anim0re but huii & i share the same thinkin tat he wont b scared & will still follow .. hmm we shall c n0rhhs ..
dunn0 wadd happen tho tat jun guang t0dae .. temper was like badd .. he kept suddenly look at yuu & den diao her .. g0rt once todae he even shouted at yu shut up when she only praised tat his pen ish cute .. im like afraid tat he will jush anih0w throw a chair over .. lucky he din ..
let mie n0w sae bout somethin funnie .. guess wad ? weiquan g0rt pushed into the girl's toilet todae .. tat aaron was the one behind all tish .. he pushed weiquan in & after tat stopped weiquan fr0m comin out .. xiuwen , huii & mie was inside the t0ilet .. laughed throughout till weiquan g0rt out of the toilet .. waharhas .. xDD
after skool was chemistry remedial .. did the ten yr series .. after tat huii went home wid mie .. after tat the 2 of us went down tho chinat0wn & shopp .. yuu went home .. we ate at mac bf0re startin our shoppin journey .. at mac was funnie .. haas .. even though my sick still haven really ok , i ate mac as too long meiyou eat lerhhs .. huii ish os0 diggin her own grave by eatin mac as she os0 n0rt feelin well .. at first she sae wanna eat kfc but i don feel like .. she's good enough tho gho the wae i wanted .. thanks .. (=
huii bought thins like graph pad , highlighter , straws .. f0rh mie , i will b buyin thins on wed as we will b goin dere again .. i'll wait f0rh her on wed as she g0rt engg remedial .. din manage tho shop finish todae as the time ish too limited .. hees .. the trip tho chinatown ish full of joy & laughter .. jush cant stop laughin todae in skool wid huii , as well as after skool at chinatown ..
felt cold todae in skool .. my hands are icy cold .. it's true .. tml g0rt geo .. BORED .. ang ish comin in .. * yawns .. hmm shall c wad i've g0rt tho write in my tml post .. tink i g0rt tho stop here .. hees ..

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9:36:00 PM

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shuyu , peiishan & zihuii

took ytd in the t0ilet .. xD

ytd quickly c0mplete my w0rk .. i anih0w dho my eng summary .. c0shh i'm really g0nna faint if i c0ntinue .. quickly went tho bed after tat .. tish m0rnin g0rt woke up by my mum & uncle .. uncle t0dae came tho paint mum's ro0m & the kitchen .. their tokin voices & os0 m0vin those thingys g0rt mie awoke .. tat was bout only 10plus .. i'm still quite tired but nho choice hab tho wake up lerhhs ..

i looked sho shag & restless .. my fever din went off .. but n0rt as hot as ytd nite lerhhs .. hab runnin n0se when i woke up . mm den ate 2cakes den took my medicine .. t0dae i din help out .. i sat dere & watched tv .. haas .. maybb c0shh mum n0e i sickk .. sho din let mie dho anithin barhhs .. =) dad din w0rkk todae but he din help out uncle in the paintin n0rhhs .. he's lazy i tink .. & he on his old songs sho loudly .. i cant tahan sho i went into my r0om n0rhhs ..

i on the radio in my r0om .. den i'm jush too tired tat i doze off on my table .. when it's about time tho bathe , mum woke mie up .. den after tat din sleep lerhhs .. c0shh ish bout time f0rhh dinner .. n0w my fever ish gOne lerhhs .. cough ishh still dere as it has neba been g0ne f0rh dunn0 h0w many months liaox .. throat ish still abit pain c0sh i don hab ani medicine f0rh tat .. but i drank alort of water liaox ..

lucky din hab tho spend ani $$ tho c d0ctor .. & still able tho gho sko0l tml .. it's n0rt i hardworkin but because i don wanna miss ani less0ns & den hab additional w0rks when my klassmates hab already c0mpleted it in klass .. it's b0red & tiring attendin skool .. i've packed finish my sko0l bag sho can relax ..

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8:23:00 PM

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t0dae im g0nna blog earlier .. c0shh later mie wanna dho homew0rkks sho tat tml i can rest m0re .. i'm SICK n0w & ish DAMN sickk .. habin fever n0w .. & my body ish h0t , very .. my throat os0 very pain .. jush n0w took medicine lerhhs .. if tml still habin fever den i g0rt tho visit the d0ctor liaos .. haiishs .. ytd nite din sleep well at all .. i only get tho sleep well at 3plus .. =(

but t0dae went out widd yu , huii & my br0 even though i'm sick .. w0ke up at bout 8plus by huii's call .. mm at first went out widd mum tho tiong market awhile c0shh she buyinn pyjamas f0rhh mie .. in the end i bought 2 .. it c0st $20 niahhs .. after tat mit huii at tiong .. s0rrie as she waited f0rh mie .. when i reached , i cant c her when she's ish jush right in fr0nt of mie .. c0shh mie n0rt feelin well liaos ..

went up tho arcade tho play para .. at first ish mit yuu at tiong , 11.45 .. in the end she cant make it at tat time sh0 mitted her at marina .. took 195 tho marina .. in the bus ish very funny .. dere's a fly near the seat we're at .. den wheneva the fly m0ved , i will os0 m0ved .. & i sticked tho huii .. huii laughin dere n0rhhs .. urm i'm scared of tat one small fly .. i n0e it's stupig .. x))

quickly changed place when the passengers alight .. after reachin marina , went up tho the arcade .. warhhs , it's very c0ld .. den huii went tho buy c0rn at the Golden Village .. & she bought a mentos tat c0st $1.50 .. den we went tho sit d0wn .. we chatted while waitin f0rhh yuu's arrival .. quite a long chat n0rhhs .. i tink g0rt bout 45mins or m0re or less ..

went tho arcade & yuu played para .. huii & i sat at the machine next tho it .. it's again veryy funny .. huii g0rt frighten by the hairy spiders * disgusting * , & i g0rt frighten by the fr0gs which p0p out fr0m the machine's screen .. lols .. tish time round huii sticked cl0se tho mie & i sticked close tho the side of the machine .. xD huii shout & shout .. waharhas ..

walked tho suntec .. & yuu was like tokin bout food when she g0rt an ice cream in her hand .. & the both of us s0rt of hab an " arguement " .. but we're jush jokin .. =) huii bought a crown belt at suntec & yuu bought an anklet .. mie bought n0thin .. but i tinkk i will wanna buy a belt .. it's cheap & nice .. went arcade & played para .. finally g0rt tho play tat para machine .. hees ..

yu sae wanna gho look f0rh xiuqun .. sho went tho kfc .. at first yu wanna eat buger at mac .. but in the end changed tho kfc after steppin into kfc .. yupphs , saw xiuqun n0rhhs .. huii & yuu shared a chicken meal .. my br0 & i din eat .. i din eat c0sh my throat .. but dunn0 yy my br0 din eat .. maybb because he jush recover from his sickness .. feelin even unwell at tat time ..

haiish .. after eatin , yu went tho dho her " white pen " .. after tat went back arcade .. played f0rh awhile den leave suntec .. yu ish goinn tho west mall tho mit her frien & after tat attendin her frien derhhs birthdae .. huii & mie went tiong n0rhhs .. at first wanted tho get down at tiong , in the end she alight at plaza sing .. huii & mie c0ntinue the bus journey ..

but in the end , we din shop at tiong .. i went home .. huii os0 gho home .. my bus alort of ppl n0rhhs .. at first im still afraid i might hab difficulty gettin d0wn .. but in the end i alighted quite easily .. reach home i gho bathe .. after tat went tho buy birthdae cake wid my br0 .. his birthdae .. HAPPY BIRTHDAE ! =)) later eatin cake sho h0pe i don put on any weight .. hees ..

h0w i wish eu can be by my side n0w ..

nidd eu badly n0w ..

but eu jush wont care bout mie ..

ur care& love matters sho much tho mie n0w , at tish m0ment , tish point of time ..

i cried silently jush n0w ..

i could n0rt c0ntrol it anim0re ..

eu're neba by my side when i nid euu ..

i n0e everythin w0nt b like the past ..

but i'll jush accept all tish ..

it's ok , it's fine wid mie ..

c0shh life still g0es on w/o eu , ur care & love ..

dere's n0thin i can dho ..

i can only sae tish ish all fated & the w0rld wont st0p f0rh mie ..

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7:18:00 PM

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t0dae neaRly latE f0rH sko0l .. rUn rUn & run .. at last n0rt laTe .. luckyy siahhs ..
m0od tish m0rnin wasn't g0od at all .. i jush dunn0 yy .. partly c0sh of the $5 , n0rt really feelin well & perhaps some other thingys to0 .. played netball t0dae under the small rain .. s0rt of co0lin .. it's funny to0 .. overall still fine ..
eng took v0cab test .. chinese i felt damn unwell .. veryy c0ld .. ill ..
recess , yu treated mie widd a b0wl of prawn mee .. thanks f0rh tat lerhhs .. (=
wahahars ! joseph smiled look sho funnie .. lmao .. good-ness ..
the rest of the periods still okiaeys .. b0ring n0rhhs ..
after sko0l g0rt physics remedial .. ermm , din did ani w0rk cause madam cheng wasn't around .. another teacher , mr foo was around .. he os0 don seems tho care .
i went tho bukitmerah after tat .. went dere helped mum buy thingys & tho settle my bills .. i've a hard time carryin the things i bought .. it's heavy .. & i'm habin a bad headache .. dizzy & i don seems tho hab ani strength .. i really badd .. & i'm sho damn tired .. it seems like i'm gonna fall .. i cant even walk pr0perly .. keep like g0nna fall .. haiish ..
reach home , after a bath .. feel much betta .. but eye started tho get itchy .. & i rubbed .. & it g0rt swollen .. my throat ish startin tho s0re .. it hurts .. & my c0ugh .. dere's sho much sho much .. i tink i g0rt slight fever lerhhs .. feelin very unwell n0w .. i n0e my runnin n0se ish comin .. my n0se very itchy .. ARHHS ! ENOUGH LAHS !
n0w m0re thins ish happenin round mie .. as well as my friens .. who ish jush the idiotic pers0n tat ish behnd all tish thins ?

tml goin out .. my br0thers birthdae .. bought him somethin lerhhs .. but it's abit simple but it's of use .. overall it's still the thought tat c0unts ..

I'M DAMN DAMN TIRED & SICK LERHHS .. I'M AFRAID I WONT BE ABLE TO TAKE IT ANYM0RE .. & N0RT ABLE TO HANDLE THE PR0BLEMS .. WAD SHOULD I DO ? =( * tears

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8:32:00 PM

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t0dae to0k the same bus as hui they all .. jush nicee they os0 take the bus i took .. due tho the rain tat caused the gr0und tho b wet , we went back tho klass f0rh the m0rnin assembly . huii stomach n0rt feelin well sho we went tho the t0ilet after puttin d0wn our bags .. haas .. when the skool ish takin the anthem & pledge , the b0th of us were in the t0ilet ..

glad tat i g0rt full marks f0rh my math test .. it's been sho long time since i get a full marks f0rh math test .. ge0graphy t0dae was real bad .. Ang ang ang came in tho take our klass lorhhs .. Mrs Brenda tan dunn0 gho where , den ang wil b takin our klass till march barhhs .. god - ness h0rhs .. we din dho geography h0mework den she called us tho gho & sit on the floor & dho ..

yuu was veryy unhappie wid her .. & sho they have a conflict .. binwei os0 g0rt angry wid ang lorhs .. michelle t0o .. she s0rt of shouted at ms ang .. ms ang n0rt good wan .. sho unreasonable n0rhhs .. but well , jush hab tho hack care her can liaos .. eng was b0red to0dae .. did c0mprehension .. caught yuu sleepin .. but awhile later c her , she's woke up .. lols ..

pd was abit m0re relaxin n0rhhs .. after skool g0rt math remedial .. tiring n0rhhs .. hengg stress .. damn sad n0rhs .. i dr0pped 5dollars neiihs .. tho some ppl , $5 ish n0thin .. but tho mie , the $5 ishh alort .. the w0rst thin ish i din even n0e tat i dropped $5 .. & i don even n0e when i dr0pped it & at where .. i saved tat m0ney till very xinku .. tish few daes' recess i hardly eat .. & n0w it's gone ..

my m00d really went d0wn .. i really wanna burst into tears .. when i reached home , i keep sae bout it .. i cant take it anim0re tat i actually cried .. it's mayb silly tho cry f0rh jush $5 .. but tat $5 ish i saved it derhhs .. mum came home i told mum .. f0rh bout 2hours , my face ish totally black & xian .. haiish .. yy am i sho damn sway ? aiyarhs , drop tish topicc larhhs .. cant stand myself f0rh bein sho careless , stupig & dumb ..

jush n0w eye swollen & habin headache cum dizzy .. n0w feelin cold & habin cough .. c0ughin like last time .. f0rh sometime , my cough betta lerhh .. n0w ish back again .. g0rt n0thin tho sae bout all tish n0rhhs .. stop my post here lerhhs .. tml g0rt vocab test .. wanna gho learn ..

On 11 feb , i'm gonna give you up .

i cho0se that day cause we 0nce have a pr0mise on 11 September 2006 .

Is that still in your mind ? I think n0t ..

For the days before 11 Feb ,

I'll Be trying my Best tO give you up t0tally ..

& als0 be still waiting f0r you ..

And if bef0re that day ,

you c0ntact me ,

then i will see h0w things g0 ..

I might be fo0lish or what ,

but maybe that's me ..

& I'm n0t happyy f0r all this !

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8:18:00 PM

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heart pain n0hs .. haiish .. early in the m0rninn stomach pain .. went tho the t0ilet twice lerhhs .. den in the end if i'm tho take bus i'll b late f0rh skool .. sho nho choice , of c0shh had tho depend on cab lohs .. seven o'clock neiihs .. peak hours addition 2bucks siahhx .. xing tong .. the m0ney i saved f0rh last few daes went flew awae jush like tish .. the fare of my cab ish $6.50 .. very expensive .. cant bear tho let it gho .. ahhhs ! don wanna sae bout it liaos ..

t0dae ish a tiring dae .. guess wad .. we've g0rt 4 tests in jush a dae . at the start ish poa & followed by math .. den after recess was chemistry .. chinese nho test but we wrote chinese c0mpositon .. & last 2periods ish social test .. god-ness ! we're jush sufferin under stress .. s0cial ish 101% fail dehs . but f0rh the other 3 , h0pefully ish a pass lorhhs ..

after skool went hawker .. urmm den ling , meiling & qianqi came n0rt long after we reached .. when qianqi came , huii walked off & went tho tok widd qianqi .. & huii din came back lerhhs , only when ling & meiling ish gonna leave liaox .. den she came & was like sae bye barhhs .. den she wnet back skool wid dem n0rhhs .. =( haiihs .. os0 dunn0 wad tho sae bout tish liaox lerhhs .. * sighs & sighs *

before goin tiong , went tho the library as yu nid the toilet .. gaya & jazz was dere .. & sho we chatted dere awhile bef0re settin off f0rh tiong .. weather sho hot n0rhhs .. went tiong & ate long j0hn .. warhs .. a few gals was sho damn n0isy at dere .. treatin dere like a playground .. # dottys * den went home after stayin at tiong f0rh some time .. den tok wid yuu f0rh awhile .. her train will only arrive in 6mins time .. we tok till left 1min lols .. den she ran f0rh her train .. haas .. den i walked home n0rhhs ..

todae i felt sho broke ( nho moneyy ) .. & my mood don seems good .. well , i shall sae tat i'm n0rt mood-swing .. seriously my senses & feelings tell mie tat s0methin ish gonna happen .. n0rt love but between close friens & friens .. i dunn0 yy i will sae tat .. but it's very strong .. or izzit i've tink too much .. it don seems sho .. sometimes i feel tat dere's ppl tokin behind my back .. i've tish feelin f0rh quite sometimes lerhhs .. but jush uncertain bout it . wadeva it's , i jush wont b able tho dho much .. haiihs ..

opps .. it's a long post todae .. hees .. i jush seems tho hab quite alort tho sae todae .. t0dae nho homework & tml nho test .. feel much more relax .. shall stop here ..
my life ish gettin harder lerhhs .. but nho matter wad , i'll try tho overcome it ..
i'm waitin f0rhh some0ne hu can truly love & cares f0rh mie .. will tat dae come ?

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8:57:00 PM

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din get tho p0st ytd .. was busy wid my homew0rk ytd nite ..
t0dae durin ge0 , nho teacher .. the klass was sho free .. chit chat & tok & laugh ..
pe played netball .. LOLS .. mr ben ish real funnie .. at least pe t0dae was enjoyable ..
physics was b0redd , real b0red barhx ..
recess peii yuu n0rhhs .. she g0rt turf ..
the other less0ns sho sho bahx ..
after skool g0rt chinese remedial .. madam ku really bought us swits .. f0rh todae derhhs remedial , it's still fine .. after tat i went tiong .. b0ught an egg tart makan den after tat walked home even though it's rainin .. haiish ..
reach home at bout 4.3o ..
tink i g0rt n0thinn tho sae lerhhs .. shall end here lerhhs ..

=( * i suddenly feel sho sick & tired , physically & mentally .. it's enough f0rhh all tish ..
i've really suffered real enough .. will anione of eu really understand h0w i live my daes .. ?
nhoo , eu all dont .. im os0 a human being n0rhhs .. i nidd real cares & love too .. besides my parent tat cares f0rh mie , i d0n tink dere's ish others tat really truly cares f0rhh mie .. i dunn0 .. mayb my close friens dho ? i really wanna burst into tears .. it's really hard tho control the tears & tho stop myself fr0m gettin upset .. but all tish daes , i c0ntrol my tears & tho make myself feel happie .. but the p0int ish everythins fake ..

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8:28:00 PM

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was at home todae n0rhhs .. din gho aniwhere ..
xian worhhs .. n0thin muchh tho post ..
tml ish skool again .. real stress ! tml after skool still g0rt chemistry remedial ..
mm haven pack my bag .. =(

i miss my preci0us real loads .. haiish ..
i love him .. still lovin him ..

i cares f0rhh eu ..
i'm givin him my support ..
i'll neba leave eu by the side nho matter wadd , as long as i'm allowed tho b by ur side ..

wo derhh ba0beii , ni yao yong yuan derhs jiayou ..

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8:39:00 PM

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t0dae went tho bugis widd mum in the n00n .. ermm alort of ppl n0rhhs ..
but mum din gho dere longg .. reach home at bout 3plus .. den br0 was sickk ..
jush n0w evenin mum brought him tho c d0ctor lorhhs .. feelin sho b0redd siah ..
n0thinn tho dho .. n0thin tho p0st lerhh barhhs ..
urmm still haven dho my homew0rk .. stress .. lazyy tho dho .. hees ..

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8:49:00 PM

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todae i still thought i will b late f0rhh skool .. but luckyy .. in the end din .. c0shh ran f0rh quite a distance .. durin pe , we ran fr0m the parade square tho the basketball c0urt .. den after tat dho 20 push ups & 20 sit ups .. after tat was s0ccer games .. pe was at least betta .. but mie g0rt abit hurt durin pe .. my elbow still hurts .. haiish =(
eng took test .. ermm it's quite easy if g0rt learn .. i tink can pass .. hees .. chinese took back test paper & g0rt chinese spelling n0rhhs .. assembly was still fine barhs .. after skool g0rt physics remedial .. ermm , dunn0 h0w tho describe .. it has g0rt some funny parts .. after tat went home alone .. huii went tuition .. the weather was hot ..
tml ish sat .. yeahhs .. zzz late .. hees .. * yawns ..

i misses eu .. sms eu , neba reply mie .. haiish .. =(
eu said eu will care mie derhhs even if eu're busy ..
but n0w it don seems sho .. actions speak louder than w0rds ..
pr0ve tho mie tat eu're w0rth my trust ..
d0nt lie tho mie 0r eve joke wid mie using love ..
i w0nt b able tho take it ..
but wadeva it ish , im still by ur side givin eu the support eu wan ..
i'm lovin w.w ..
in my heart , i jush treat him as my preci0us , wo derhh baobeii ..
but still * SIGHS

how long m0re will i be waitin ? that's still a question mark till n0w ..

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9:57:00 PM

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i went tho skoOl t0dae alone ..
hmm i failed my ge0 .. haiihs .. but i can only sae i tried my best liaos lorhhx .. i g0rt 7/20 .. the number 7 again .. i can only sae im s0rt of like fated tho tat number .. 7eva .. ms ang ish like an nuisance lorhhs .. keep stand behind of the klass & walk here , walk dere .. stupigg !
eng was abit too b0redd .. dho descriptive writing .. difficult n0rhs .. i anih0w write .. hees .. pd was like slack n0rhhs .. hahas ..
after skool ish remedial .. math derhhs .. dho questions n0rhhs .. n0rt easyy .. stress n0rhhs ..
warhhs den rain sho heavily siahh .. mie nho umbrella .. den shared it widd yu .. the small umbrella n0rhhs .. of nho use .. in the end the b0th of us still get wet .. but still g0rt tho thanks yu f0rhh her umbrella .. was damn wet till when i g0rt the bus it was damn sho cold n0rhhs .. haiish .. s0bs ..
reach home at bout 5 ..
xiann .. mie nho time tho revise my physics test f0rh tml .. & v0cab test os0 haven prepare .. g0rt tho off c0m soon lerhhs .. * yawns .. i h0pe can pass englishh v0cab ..
tml after skool g0rt physics remedial .. 1.30 tho 3.30 siahhs .. 2 full h0urs .. =(

the joy in my heart was when eu chatted with mie .. i'm totally shocked .. ytd & todae ..
kn0win tat eu n0w guaii guai , sho happie ..
& eu n0e tat bef0re eu went in , i've benn givin eu my supp0rt ..
but eu said thanks tho mie .. when eu thanks mie , i felt tat i'm jush like a frien tho eu .. ='(
someh0w i'm lost .. & one of tish daes , i'll get my answers fr0m eu tho all my un-answer questions ..
i said i'll support eu f0reva & i will .. trust mie ..
love eu .. muackies .. =)

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9:41:00 PM

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mm t0dae i went tho skool alone n0rhx .. =( but it's fine ..
urmm less0ns was still okok n0rhh until chinese .. dho test .. i tink yu finished quite fast & she slept .. & yea , madam kuU g0rt difficulty callin her .. friens near her tried tho wake her up but they failed .. in the end , madam kuU walked till yu's seat tho get her up .. lols .. mie was laughin over it .. XD hees ..
den i saw huii dozing off .. she slept but madam kuU keep callin her tho wake up .. dOtts ..
after chinese went tho the t0ilet .. huii helped mie tho plait my hair .. & of c0shh we're late f0rh s0cial .. lucky mr siah din sc0ld us .. 6 klassmates of mine g0rt punished f0rh n0rt doin their w0rkk .. & mr siah wanna dem tho c0pie alort of pages lorhhs .. haOo ke lian ..
after skool went tiong post office widd yu as i've tho settle some bills .. thanks yu f0rh acc0mpanyin mie gho .. =)
after tat went tiong f0rh awhile & we went up the neoprint shOp .. den yu took some photos wid her phone .. hees ..
went home after tat .. as usual i walked home .. hees .. the weather hot lorhhs ..
lucky todae nho homeworkk .. tink tat's all lerhh bahs ..

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9:09:00 PM

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early in the m0rnin , my dae din start well lerhhs .. but manage tho get my anger tho co0l d0wn fast .. p.e run till i wanna die .. ha0 xin ku .. run widd yu lorhs .. hahas .. hmm physics was b0rinn .. poa less0n huii was abit out of MIND .. keep joke & laugh .. hahas .. cant tahan lorhhs ..
after skool g0rt chinese remedial .. we went late .. den madam KU was unhappie lorhhs ~ .. scolded us .. den TOK os0 cannort siahhs ~ .. really shiit lohs .. keep call mie & yu tho st0p tokin .. den huii on s0ng wid her handph0ne , in the end g0rt c0nfiscated by HER .. huii was furious .. but in the end lucky she managed tho get backk n0rhs .. den s0mem0re dunn0 wan ask c0ppie wad chinese thingyy larhhs .. must c0pie hao lerhhs den can gho home .. DOTTYS ..
was like damn TIRED & BORED ~!
after tat went home lorhhs .. weather was hot in the afternoon .. GOSH ..
recess i ate laksa , dinner os0 laksa .. todae ish my LAKSA DAE .. XD
Opps .. it's late & i hab tho off c0mputer lerhhs .. * YAWNS

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9:29:00 PM

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sko0l todae was still fine .. chemistry went tho the lab & dho praticals .. haas .. samueltan br0ke one test tube lorhhs .. sho careless .. as usual , chinese less0ns tho mie ish till b0redd .. mayb nid time tho get use tho it lohs .. after skool went tiong tho mit wenxin .. den took ne0print lorhs .. den after tat walked home wid her .. hab quite a nice chat .. reach home earlyy .. bout 3.45 reach home lerhhs ..
feelin rather tired todae .. dunn0 yy .. watchin tv os0 nearly fall asleep .. lols .. todae nho homew0rkk .. tat's great .. but g0rt alort of remedials in a week .. m0ndae f0rh chem , tues f0rh chinese , thurs f0rh math & frii f0rh physics . very cham .. =(

boii , i didn't hear from eu f0rh quite sometimes lerhh .. has been w0nderin h0w eu .. but i tink eu're perfectly fine .. tish time it really seems like eu g0rt s0meone in ur heart lerh .. ur pr0mise & love wid the gal ? saw ur msn nickk .. sometimes h0w i wish i could hear ur v0ice again .. miss eu & the tokings on phone .. but i don hab the courage tho actually call eu , n0rt even a sms .. i jush dunn0 yy .. i believe all this ish fated .. wad mines will b mines ..
as long as he's happy , be guai & n0rt like last time & he takecares of himself .. everything ish fine wid mie .. h0pe tat in his heart , nho matter wad , he remembers tat i'm always here f0rh him ..

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7:16:00 PM

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t0dae zzz till quite late .. den in the aftern00n after luche , went tiong wid br0 .. bef0re leavin bought h0ney milk tea .. din drink f0rh quite some time liaox .. hees .. den b0ught egg tarts tho eat too .. den walked h0me even though it's rainin .. but well i g0rt an umbrella .. t0dae ate quite alot .. ate durians at bout 5plus .. den 6plus hab dinner .. h0pe i w0nt gr0w fat .. in the m0rnin took my weight , lose weight by o.5kg lols .. XD
tml g0rt skool .. abut xian .. & i haven packed my bag siahhs .. haas .. ermm tink i've g0rt tho end here lerhhs & go pack my skool bag ..

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9:26:00 PM

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din p0st f0rh 2daes lerhhx .. haas ..
t0dae n0thin muchh n0rhhs .. stayed at home .. did my homew0rkk .. but todae st0mach was n0rt well .. =(
mm ytd din went f0rh physics remedial after skool .. ermm went j0hn house wid melissa , yu , sunny & swee siang .. stayed dere f0rh quite some time .. after tat took cab tho tiong widd yu .. c0sh nid tho help my br0 buy a file at tiongg .. after tat i went home n0rhh .. by walkin .. although it's rainin , but i've g0rt an umbrella .. on the way , dere's a lady which i tink ish a maid asked mie where's blk 118 .. & i br0ught her dere as tat's os0 my route back home .. lols ..
the weather last 2daes was n0rt good .. keep rainin .. & was c0ld lorhhs .. xian .. * yawns ; feeling abit of tired n0w ..

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9:08:00 PM

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todae late f0r school wid huii . then after school hab tho serve detention lo . xians
went back class , madam cheng nag lorh . she's still the same like last year , only n0e how to nagg . everythin was still fine till math less0n .. we g0rt a test & junguang din manage to finish it on time i tinkk . he was so fierce that he shouted & banging the table . mie g0t scared .. afraid that he will do something even jialat . went for recess & was chinese .. enyi change place to sit wid samuel .. hahas .. he must b g0t frightened by junguang .. haas .. chinese was real b0redd . did c0mp0sition & madam ku just sae & sae .. i din hab the mood to dho c0sh i'm habin a bad flu .. keep sneezing .. was feeling sick & tired f0rh the last few peri0ds . after school served detention . lols .. mr chua was funny .. it was n0t tat b0red after all . reach home at bout 5plus-6 .. bus sho crowded n0rh . get down os0 g0t abit of difficulty .
mum ishh gonna fall ill soon .. mie too .. haiish .. =(
tired n0w lerh .. tink stoppin my p0st here lerh ..
sho sick & tired ..

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9:48:00 PM

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* yawns .. tiredd n0w .. bored to0 .. t0dae school haihao lo .. pe took height & weight .. grr !
g0t scolded by madam k0h f0r n0t going to dance & not wanting to dance for syf ..
i was n0t listening to madam cheng during physics .. her less0n heng xian .. chinese was os0 another bored less0n .. yu & madam ku g0t a small c0nflict .. after english went toilet & yu took some photos .. photos of hui & her kissing & mie & her kissing .. lol !
during poa , huii , peiwen , xiuqun & mie was like siaox .. keep laughing .. huii & mie cant tahan xiuqun's laughter .. hahas !
after school went tiong wid yu n0rh .. yu was helping jaz to find a soundtrack of a taiwan show . shopped for awhile .. at first wanted to eat long john silver but quite alot of people . was approached by 2pe0ple to actually help dem to dho a short survey .. at last , yu bought tu tu kueh tho eat & we sat outside mac lorh .. walked home from tiong .. bought an egg tart .. it was raining when i waled home .. g0t myself wet lorhhs .. felt quite cold when the cool wind blew ..
urm today no homew0rk to do .. can relax .. =0 hees

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4:18:00 PM

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wadd tho say bout today neiihs .. less0ns was still ok except for chinese & physics .. b0ring less0ns .. early in the m0rning , huii & I was abit n0t in our self .. keep laughing at each other .. hahas .. lols ..
after skool went the ntuc near our skool .. yu & huii bought some swits & chocolates tho makan .. after tat walked tho the mrt station .. huii went up tho the tuiton center .. yu & mie sat d0wn at the c0ffee shop to drink ice miloo .. cause too hot .. after the drinkk , wanted tho go toilet at the mrt station but washin ..
den yu said go tiong .. lols .. jushh tho use toilet .. but in the end we went into the tuiton center .. waited forh half an hour till the toilet finish washingg .. tuition center g0t a pri4 boi boi .. sho cute .. taught him the w0rd " regret " .. haiish .. the w0rdd regret .. =(
yu left first .. in the end waited f0rhh huii & left wid her at bout 3.40 .. took 195 home alone .. lonely w0rhh .. haas ..
boreds .. tml g0rt pe & 2 periods of phys .. * yawns .. pe g0rt tho run & run .. g0shh ! i cant make it lorhhs .. haiish .. i'm just so useless & hopeless .. the less0ns tml can make people fall asleep .. 2periods of english .. 1period of geography .. 1period of chinese & 2periods of poa .. but no chOice .. just hab to tahan ..

i'm n0t & wont be asking anything fr0m you .

in my heart , deeply d0wn , it's your true love & cares that matters to me .

i'm just like a doll , an unwanted doll .
being thr0wn to a c0rner after getting sick & tired of it .

my tears dr0pped for you , c0untless times .

my hurts , pains & even my agony .

my mind is thinking of you during my sleepless nights .

never once you're aware of it , never i supp0se .

all those days & memories are just dreams .

i kn0w n0w , all this tells me that it is time f0r me to wake up fr0m my dreams .

i should stop dreaming on & i will . but i'll be waitng right here silently f0r you .

hoping & wishing that one day fate can bring us together & i can be your beloved preciOus .

_ can time turn back ? __ will my determination last long enough ? __

` 10th sept 2o06 : our pr0mise ! love & miss you .

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7:43:00 PM

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urm .. t0dae at home again n0rhhs .. aftern0on watch b0b-b-hood , the vcd .. jinci lend mie the cd .. the baby was really really very very damn cute .. lols .. hahas .. i din n0e tat the baby ishh sho cute ..
hmm mum din cook todae c0shh she went out bout 4plus .. den i never eat lunch ..
jush n0w helped mum wash clothes .. she was shocked tho c the clothes washed jush n0w when she's back home .. hees .. =)
i was sway lorh .. jush n0w went out tho the pr0vision shop wid bro .. den walk half way , my slipper sp0iled lerhh .. the pr0blem ish tat the pr0visi0n sh0pp ish a distance away .. g0shh .. i hab difficultly walkin .. lols ..
* sighs .. n0thin good has happen since tish new year .. =(
xiann .. tml skool again .. haiishh ..

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8:39:00 PM

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was at home tish whole aftern0on .. i think n0w hardly can go out during weekends c0sh skool starts lerh .. woke up at 11 todae .. actually woke up at 8 derh but was still tired & was havin runnin n0se .. sho went back to sleep .. during the aftern0on did my english homework lorh .. n0w feeling abit bored .. =(
tat's all f0rh todae .. a short post .. haiihs

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8:11:00 PM

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todae was like haihao only .. din reach skool bef0re 7.18 .. reached skool gate at 7.18 .. but well , we're not late at all n0rhh .. den went back klass .. mr ben was in the klass .. huii knocked the door .. we greeted him but he called us tho get out of the klass .. den huii kn0cked the door again .. greeted again .. warh , still cant go in .. don even n0e wad he wanna .. den in the end , it's we hab to ask him for permission .. wah lao n0rh ..
chinese less0n f0r mie ish badd cause i din like the way she speaks .. slow & fast ..
s0mem0re she ish in charge of chinese dance .. asked mie if i g0t go dance ytd anot .. i told her i neba .. den she called mie after skool go c madam koh .. xcuse mie siahh , i'm OUT of the syf dance .. den she dunn0 called mie sat mush come out & help .. dunn0 wad larhhs ..
assembly was sho damn xian .. madam lim tok & tok .. huii was not listening .. she's sleepin .. lols ..
after skool still got remedial .. tried my best to pay attention liaox .. but still i've to sae , it's borinn .. n0w after skool hab to stay back forh remedial on thurs & frii .. math & physics .. tiringg ..
after remedial went huii's tuition center .. fun .. hahas .. full of laughters .. did my chinese h0mework dere .. then we stayed till 9plus .. todae was a long dae .. thanks huii's dad f0r driving mie home ..
tml ish a sat ! can sleep late .. yeahhs .. XD

i lurve him .. in my heart , i cares f0rh him .. he din hab a stead .. he gave him 3calls ytd nite .. but it was missed call .. only when i woke up tish m0rnin , den i saw the missed calls .. w0ndering if he'll b calling again tonite anort .. i tinkk wont barhhs .. mayb he called mie c0sh he's jush b0red or wad .. but still i dho still hab eu in my heart .. =( haiihs .. i'm suchh a failure .. a useless & hopeless gal .. damn stupidg & dumb .. maybb i should jush sae " i'm sorry " .. duibuqi ..

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10:44:00 PM

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2nd day of skool .. quite sway .. full of b0redoms too .. math less0n was like doin math all the way .. den was ge0graphy less0n .. hui , yu , nurul , aisha & mie went t0ilet .. when we went back klass , g0t scolded f0r going out of klass without permission .. mrs brenda tan den say wad after skool g0 find her & c wad punishment tho b given to us .. grrs ! den n0t long later , yu was called by ang to sweep the floor .. yu was n0t happy bout it .. she wanted to go to the toilet & wash her hand but it was n0t allowed .. den there was quite a short argument .. canteen was like cr0wded .. alot of ppl .. in the end huii g0t her frien to help us buy .. all the peri0ds after recess was xiann n0rh .. P.D was last 2 peri0ds .. abit slackk .. f0ldin hearts using the straws .. no one was listening to wad madam cheng ish talkin barh ..
went ti0ngg wid yu after skool .. we walked den yu wanted to eat durian ice cream .. so we went raja inn [ dunno g0rt spell correctly n0t .] in the end , we ended up eating steamboat .. lols .. yu 0rdered the ice cream .. warhh , nice worhhs , the durian smell XD .. but is a very small ice cream .. ` can c yuu's blogg f0r the pic lorhhs .. `
went home after tat .. saw peter at the underpass after seperated wif yuu .. he was like so funny when i called him .. he was looking around , wonderin who ish calling him .. lol .
* yuu , eu should b widd mie , den eu can c h0w funny peter ish .. haas *
at first i still wanna walk home from tiong .. but it was rainin so big tat i've to take bus .. the shelter opp. my house was of no use .. in the end i still got wet using the shelter .. * unlucky * =(

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8:26:00 PM

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t0dae first day of skool .. warhhs .. but veryy b0red & unlucky .. broke lerh ..
my hair only hab abit of c0lour , als0 nort acceptable .. den gort pull out by madam chengg .. stood in fr0nt of the skool niah .. huii & yu also g0rt pull out .. huii also onlyy abit of colourr .. den ling also onlyy abit als0 g0rt pull out by her f0rm teacher .. alamak n0rhhs .. dunn0 yy madam cheng derh eye suddenly sho p0wer .. abit only she also manage to sp0t it .. den mrs raja even w0rst .. at first sae huii's hair ish messy den after that sae mines ish abit messy .. but the fact ish it ish n0t messy at all .. & her own's hair den messy n0rhhx .. talk so much .. those with hair c0loured cant go back to klass .. stayed in the parade square .. at 1st still thought that chua will allow us [ those with abit of c0lour derh ] to g0 h0me & dye back but in the end he diin .. we stayed in the parade square f0r alm0st 3 & a half period .. we were like habin panic .. still can eat , laugh & talk happily .. especially when talkin wid yong sheng .. huii & i cant really stand wad he says .. mr chua den came & says tat it'll c0st 15bucks tho dye the hair black .. ling asked chua if we can g0 h0me & dye back black ourselves anot but he din allow .. he says it's not pr0fessional .. & in the end we all with the others hab to go to the salon & hab our hair to b dye back black .. it was like xian lorh cause only abit coloured hair then hab to waste 15dollars to get the hair black .. haiihs .. but 15bucks was actually a very cheap price .. at first it c0st bout 40plus derhhx .. auntie say half help the skool , half help us .. actually quite hao liao .. the salon was at tanglin halt so we sat mr kamar's car over there w0rhh .. felt so honoured lols .. ling , hui , yu & mie was the 1st f0ur to go to the salon .. the aunties dere were friendly .. the auntie said that mines ish n0t obvious .. but too bad , still hab to dye back black .. den huii & i went to the nearby hawker to buy dou hua .. ling & yu stayed to get their dye back black first , we help them buy .. before we went out , dere was a uncle in the salon .. the uncle was s0rt of cute .. he joked wid huii & mie & also act cute in fr0nt of us , & we 2 joke with him to0 .. haas .. when we went out of the salon & walk to the hawker , ppl were lookin at us .. haas .. must b thinkin why we're here & some m0re wearin sch-u .. lols .. then at the hawker , the dou hua uncle asked y we're able to b dere .. then we t0ld him the reas0n & asked him if he's able to c tat our hair g0t c0lourr .. uncle said he only c black hair .. lols .. then when we walked back the salon , the cute uncle jush left the salon .. when he saw us holdin dou hua , he said tat we neba buy for him .. den i said he never tell us .. he replied don nid tell derhh .. s0 i asked him what he wants , i'll go & buy for him later .. then he says he'll go back to the salon & asked the others wad they wanna eat also .. saying tat i'm g0nna give a treat .. lol .. then who n0es , he actually helped us to open the do0r & left after sayin byebye to us .. the uncle was so funny .. hahas .. s0on was my turn to get my hair dye black .. after tat one by one , we were called f0r our hair wash .. warhs ! after the hair wash , the hair so black .. but auntie said tat after bout 3weeks , our colour will still b back .. quite glad to hear tat .. hees .. so we took mr kamar's car & went back school .. but the salon still g0t our school ppl waitin f0r their turn to dye their hair black lolx .. in mr kamar's car , yu was sittin at the fr0nt seat , talkin on the phone .. then ling , hui & me was like " zilian " .. trying to capture some ph0tos of our new hair c0lour .. lols .. XD . reached school lerh , still left yongsheng & darwin haven go to the salon .. they were outside the general office sitting .. we went to look for chua but he was habin a mittin .. so we waited outside the general office .. hmm then yongsheng & yu was like so called " c0mmunicatin " in quite a fierce tone .. haas .. s0on saw chua came out of the mittin room bah .. finally we can go to the canteen & get somethin to eat .. the time was 12.20 lerhhs .. we were given 20mins to eat .. bef0re yu they all c0mplete their food , chua was hurryin us lerh .. as 20mins ish up .. then they quickly eat .. ling feed mie with one piece of lemon chicken .. i think in the end yu c0mpleted the food but n0rt the rice bah , rite ? wo ye bu zhi dao neiihs .. went to the sick bay & took our bags & went back to class .. left the last period of lesson only .. hahas .. it was social studies .. yu was tired lerh .. she was bout half asleep lerhh ba .. den i called her up .. huii was also like tired .. 35mins passed & yeahs , school ended liao .. huii & i went tiongg for awhile while yu went home as she wanna sleep .. * yawns .. mie quite tired now lerh , cause dunn0 y i ytd nite cant fall asleep .. no matter how hard i tried lor .. my leg n0w veryy suan .. dunno wad happen .. haiihs .. hOpefully i tonite can fall asleep m0re easier .. xiann siah .. tml still hab to wake up early & go to school .. =(
but todae happie to receive hocky's korkor derh sms .. he went back indonesia quite long lerh .. was like quite shocked to c his sms this m0rnin .. imisshim ! n0w class less him lerh .. lesser fun .. although he's in indonesia , but touched tat he still cares bout mie this meimei .. :] lurve k0rk0r always .. heex ..

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7:34:00 PM

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ytd fall asleep quite earlyy .. den tOdae woke up early & went tho bukiit merahh central thoo makann breakfast widdf my br0 .. den after tat went tiOngg tho buy pens & file .. mm saw binweii w0rhhs .. haas .. my br0 said he look rather daOo . lols .. warhhx .. Popular alort of ppl n0rhhs .. every0ne was buyin pens & other thingys .. the queue was sho longg .. left Popular after buyin the thins .. bought s0methin tho eat while walkin backk hOme .. den durin the aftern00n , spent sum timye packin my ro0m .. was quite tirin lorhhx .. den jushh nOw packed the baggie f0rhh sko0l tml .. haiihs .. xiann neiiihs .. skool re0pens tml liaox .. * yawns ..
habb tho wake up early tml liaox .. i'm afraid i cant wake up & habb difficulty payin attenti0nn in klass lorhx .. tinkk g0rt tho stopp here lerhs .. g0rt tho f0rce myself tho fall sleep t0nite .. haiish .. sleep os0 habb th0 f0rce myself .. =(
t0dae i saw his msn nickk .. ermm g0rt stead lerhhs barhhx .. his nickk was like switt lorhhx .. urmm but i don feel sad at all .. jushh disapp0inted onlyy .. maybb i love him but n0rt alort in the past & i s0rt of n0e tat he ish n0rt seri0us .. plus i'm m0re happie tho n0e tat he's happie widd his gurll n0w .. i'll jushh treat the past as it has nebver happen bf0rhe n0rhhs ..
i tinkk in my heart , i've nebver st0pped lurvin someone since the dae he left mie .. haiihs ..

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9:10:00 PM

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hmm . wad tho sae b0ut tish first dae of yr20o7 .? ytd bout 1plus went tho beddie .. but when i'm b0ut tho fall asleep dere c0mes 1msgg .. i c the sms but din replyy .. whenn i wanna fall asleep again , an0ther msgg fr0m s0meone else .. i replied & din b0ther bout my handph0ne lerhhs .. i th0ught i can sleep till the mOrin .. but bout 4plus , i suddenly cant sleep & the sway thin was i habb a bad flu , c0ughh & thr0at was abit pain .. i f0rced myself tho g0 backk tho sleep but the flu & c0ugh was too seri0us till i cant sleep .. i w0ke up & drank water den went back tho sleep .. h0pin i can fall asleep but the cup of water dinn help at all .. i habb difficulty in breathin when i'm lyin d0wnn .. i habb tho sit up .. sh0 i sat up & listen tho some music .. it was sho xinku till i criedd ..
to0 xinku lerhhs .. after s0me while , i d0n feel tired & my c0ugh stopped .. the time i went back tho sleep ish b0ut 6plus .. & all the wae i slept till 11plus .. when i w0ke up , uncle ishh paintin the hall & mum had even c0oked finish the lunche .. my flu was sho sho bad tat it din st0pped till i habb my medicine after lunche .. helped out awhile after lunche ..
nearly fall d0wn when i'm out tho buy thingys .. unluckie dae lorhhx .. threw awae quite alort of thins .. n0w the h0use look neater but the st0re r0om was DAMN messy .. i dunn0 h0w ish mum g0nna packk tat r0om ..
xiann niahhx .. tml habb tho start packin my baggie f0rhh wednesdae ; sko0l reOpens .. reallie b0red n0rhhx .. habb tho wake up early & i don even n0e if i'm able tho fall asleep in the nite an0rt .. =( reallie haiihs siahhx . but nhoo ch0ice ..
can anione tell mie wadd i should dho ? i tried n0rt tho tinkk too muchh lerhhs .. but the pains & hurts i've g0rt , it's n0rt easy tho get rec0ver .. i've been tellin myself thins , jushh tho let myself feel betta but i n0e all th0se i tell myself r jushh lies .. i'm simply bluffin myself .. the thought of eu made mie felt tat i'm bein treated as a idiot , a stupidg .. can eu tell mie eu treat mie as wadd all tish while ? & dho eu still rmbb wadd eu sae an0rt .. i'm disapp0inted in euu .. i trusted eu but in the endd ur w0rds r like all fake .. =(

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8:01:00 PM

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year 20o7 lerhhs .. jush n0w saw the firew0rks fr0m my house .. i tink the firew0rks came fr0m viv0 .. it's was veryy nice ,, =)
os0 happie tho receive greetins fr0m my friens & k0rs .. love eu all .. xiexie !
haiihs .. i wanted tho sms s0meone & send my greetins .. but in the endd i still din habb the c0urage tho send him jush one simple sms .. i tink i jush sh0uld n0rt disturbb him ..
Well all my friens .. Happie New Yearr Once Again ! XD jiayouU in yr 20o7 ; YEAHS !
boii , h0w i wishh thins can b like bf0rhe .. everythin st0pped n0w .. eu longerr cares b0ut mie like h0w it used tho b at the 1st place .. can euu tell mie wad reallie happens ? everydae & nite , i h0pe f0rh ur call or even a sms .. my senses tell mie tat eu did love mie bf0rhe .. & eu dho cares f0rhh mie alort .. i din break the pr0mise .. but h0w bout the w0rds eu said ? f0rget lerhh barhhs rite ? dho eu understand howw i feel ? mayyb eu've fallen int0 another gal .. i ser0usly dunn0 .. i don even n0e wad i should & wad i can dho .. i'm simply very c0nfused & l0st .. i've g0rt sho muchh tho tell him .. =(

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